I wish i didn't have to put a restraining order against my father but he pushed to the edge and i have tried everything to get my dad to listen but failed every time cause he would say i'm lieing or blame my friends for this mess that i'm in I just want a family that would be nicer to me and respect my choices in life that make me happy and i have done so much for my parents and i get nothing in return all i got was grief and suffering and also my only brother wanted to punch me in the face for coming out as gay when I'm transgender and my parents don't believe anything i say anymore it's all pointless to talk to them.