So I haven't been on this site much. Usually I don't feel like doing much of anything besides watching dvd or playing games when I get off work. Especially if I work the next day. So if I disappear at random that's why.

Works been annoying. It's either customers being asshats or workers being idiots. Most but not all. Nothing changes at walmart. Hell almost got fired the other day. I honestly don't even care anymore. I stopped caring when they decided to deny my moving departments within the store and take my hours away. I've been applying to other places but not much luck coming out there.

For about a week or so I've been trying desperately to find something that would give me a happy moment..no luck in that field as well. Anywhere I look I see everyone I graduated with has a decent home, kids, college out of the way..everything..here I am almost 10 years later..living paycheck to paycheck..a college drop out and just feeling like the reject that I've always been.

Maybe that's why I got so invested in the character cloe from life is strange. Seriously the way she acts and everything is how I used to act at that age. That and I totally shipped her with max hardcore. That's another reason I feel kinda meh..that game was super deep. Parts of the game dealt with shit I had to deal with. So it hit pretty close to home.

Ugh I'm gonna find something to get my mind off everything.

My fav ship now.