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Mesmelicious Rize


Here we have Bremen in the Year 1949, a city that is pretty much in ruins.


Alot of people still fought for survival, thousands of soldiers from the Wehrmacht where war prisoners, families where ripped apart, unknown destinies and sadness where part of the everyday routine.


This video what shot by a member of the US Army, who walked through Germany from 1948, till 1954. The City was already in process of being rebuild again, but the scars where still deep.


Seeing this vid makes me want to cry. :(

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Here we have a small 2 minute movie about my hometown Bremen, during the year 1937.


At first we see the Bremer Marktplatz with it's weekly Grünmarkt, which is still held today. We see the old Renaissance Rathaus, which is the seat of our local goverment. The camera shows the entrance to the böttcherstraße, over the markt, toward to unser lieb frauenkirche. We also see the back then new Karstadt Mall, to the left of the Obernstraße.


Some visitors come out of the Ratskeller, visit the Parkhotel with the Hollersee and then go to the Weser Island Teerhof. From the Teerhof island, we see the houses on der Schlachte and the historical Bremen Port. Almost all of the Port was destroyed during the War.


The visitor makes a little boat tour through the port. He goes past the Atlas-Werft, goes past the europahafen and then goes to the überseehafen. There are also some things that aren't chronlogically ordered.


Alot of these things still stand in my city, only the port is now off, which was a big catastrophe for Bremen.

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Most of you who are around my age, probably know this song:
Shiny happy People by the Alternative rock band REM, which is regarded as one of the worst songs by the group. It's been called incredibly wussy and just not a good song. In 2006, it was Number one of AOL's Music's list of „111 Wussiest songs of all time.“ Even Michael Stipe, the frontman of REM said that he hated this song.
But is this really all that's behind this song? Is it really just a hiccup in the great library of songs that REM has, or is there a certain undiscovered genius in this song?
If we look deeper into the lyrics, you will find out that behind that very cheerful facade of this song, there is a very dark tone to all of it. REM is mostly criticized that there songs are to dark and depressing, so why is this song so cheerful? The answer is, it isn't. Infact, REM is mocking this song.




In June of 1989, a large group of chinese students demonstrated for a more democratic china in beijing, which received a very large support by the city residents. The protests where striked down with force by hardline leaders, who gave the military the order to enforce martial law. The military shot hundreds of innocent and unarmed protesters. This day went down as the June 4 Massacre.
The Chinese government condemned the protests as a "counter-revolutinary riot", and has prohibited all forms of discussion or remembrance of the events since.
Now why do i tell you all this? What does it have to do with the song? Alot actually.
In the same year, a piece of propaganda with a picture of smiling people in the pic called „The shiny happy people holding hands“ was appartently hung around all over china, just to make sure that everyone was acting happy.
(That reminds me)
What where REM doing here? Well, apparently the song was a sarcastic response to the critics, who always complained that REM's music is always depressing. so they took this piece of Propaganda and mocked their own song and what it respresented. Sadly, alot of people don't catch on to it and celebrate it for it's mocking.
Now, do i think this is a good song? I am not sure. It's really cliche as hell, but at the same time, that's what it's accomplishing to do. REM is a great band, who made classics like Losing my religion, man on the moon and Stand, so you can't say that they're a bad band. I think the song itself is not good, but for what it stands for, it's genius.

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Most people see Danny as a comedy musician from Ninja Sex Party or the guy besides Arin Hanson (Egoraptor) from Gamegrumps. This Interview with his Grandma though, shows a more human site of Danny, which just makes me appreciate him even more. His Grandma has alot of great stuff to say.


Here is the full interview:



Also, checkout his band Ninja Sex Party, or his let's plays with Egoraptor on Gamegrumps.


EDIT: Wow, Mandopony commented on this vid. :D

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1. I blame Simon for the fact, that Sepp Blatter is still FIFA president




2. I blame Simon for System of a Down breaking up




3. I blame Simon for Michael Bay and that he still can direct movies




4. I blame Simon for John Cena being at the top for the last 10 Years




5. I blame Simon for Spike at your service, which is the worst episode in MLP history




6. I blame Simon for the bad mainstream music that we have these days




7. I blame Simon for me not being able to be with my LZRD WZRD




8. I blame Simon for all the drama that is going on in the fandom




9. I blame Simon for the gaming industry going downhill




10. I blame Simon for being Simon




He's really the worst

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There are some people on this forum that might already know about this, but for the ones who don't, i tell it here.


I am Bisexual. I realized it since a few weeks, after i found out that i have a certain attractiveness towards man, which is something i kind of knew since 2013, but i only just recently accepted now. But i am not homosexual, since i am still attracted to Woman.


Which now brings me to my good friend LZRD WZRD.


LZRD and i know each other for over 2 months now. I met him after seeing one of his S5 Trailer Reviews and thinking that he was a very cool dude. I was PMing him a few times here on the Forums, saying how much i like his stuff, which he of course appreciated. The talks went a bit further, with me asking about him about other pony stuff, about movies we like, about music we like, etc. We then exchanged each others Skype and that's where i considered him a very good friend.


So we pretty much chatted with each other, almost everyday. We laughed with each other, debated with each other and did all the other stuff that friends do and i felt very close to him. That's where i thought "is there something more?" And just a few days later i thought "Oh god, i am in love with LZRD WZRD." I was very nervous, because i didn't know what to say to him. He also opened to me that he is Bisexual, but i didn't knew how he would react and i thought he would reject me.


One day, i took up the courage and opened my heart to LZRD WZRD. I told to him that we pretty much share each others secret and that we know how we care for each other, etc. Wouldn't you know it, he actually felt the same.


So yeah, LZRD WZRD and i are in love. I feel a very special connection to him, something i never felt before and we show our appreciation for each other very often.


I wanted to share this with the forum, because i also want to encourage other people who might also feel a bit hesitant to this situation. Trust me, it isn't so bad. Show your love to the ones you want to share it with.



I love my Lizard <3

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I guess we all remember what Twilight Sparkle once said, "All the ponies in this town are CRAZY!" I can see why she might think that. Is she actually right though? Yes, most of the ponies she met are kind of strange, but is there something more to that? Yes, My Little Pony is a children's TV show, but i like to believe that alot of the character, show symptoms of serious mental disorder. It is actually very obvious if you look at it in a certain way. Are the ponies indeed have some form mental illnesses? Let's find out




Ironically, the pony we know most about her psych is the same pony that declares the others crazy -- Twilight Sparkle. Her character throughout the first season and into the second was one that was relatively reclusive, untrusting, and bookish. She felt a huge obligation towards getting things done right, and getting them done on time. These are all symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder, a mental imbalance characterized by actively avoiding social contact, out of fear of being ridiculed. People (or in this case, ponies) with AvPD aren't afraid of social interaction, per say; they simply believe they're any good at it, and would just make things bad on themselves and others. They do however generally strive for a social life, which it is shown that Twilight did in fact wish for at the end of the season 1 opener. Victims of AvPD use fantasy or unorthodox habits as a form of escapism, which Twilight exhibits frequently with her profound love for reading and her not-so-slight OCD. Though they are withdrawn, they read a lot into body language and intonation, more often than not coming to a pessimistic conclusion. At first glance, you wouldn't believe Twilight to exhibit this, but she shows it blatantly in Lesson Zero, where she fears that Princess Celestia -- arguably the only pony Twilight trusts completely aside from her brother -- would send her back to Magic Kindergarten. Therefore, it can be concluded that Twilight had been slightly traumatized during her years in Kindergarten, likely the result of bullying and ridicule.




Fluttershy as well shows a fear of social interaction; hers, however, manifests in a rather severe case of what is called Social Anxiety Disorder, or social phobia. Many people assume AvPD and SAD to be one in the same; however there are many specific differences between the two, the main one being that social phobia is an actual fear of social interaction, whereas AvPD is simply an avoidance. The main symptoms of social phobia is a pervasive and consistent fear of talking to, being talked to, or otherwise interacting with a person or persons. There is also a withdrawal from society, sometimes even to the point of hermitry. All of these, Fluttershy has exhibited on more than one occasion (though significantly less in season three). There are also several physical symptoms associated with social phobia, such as blushing, nausea, and stammering -- all of which Fluttershy has at one point or another shown, stammering being extremely prevalent. Panic attacks may also be present; and indeed, Fluttershy has a panic attack when Rainbow Dash pushes her to show how fast she can fly in front of hundreds of other pegasi. It is shown in her cutie mark flashback that she had been bullied throughout her school life, which is one of the more common causes of social phobia. Rainbow Dash's pushy nature might also be a contributing factor, but her loyalty and companionship is one that Fluttershy considers indisposable. In this, she seems to exhibit several symptoms of Dependent Personality Disorder as well. This is reinforced by the fact that comorbidity between Social Anxiety and DPD is relatively common.




The pony that is more often than not considered the craziest is of course Pinkie Pie, the perplexing pretty pink party pony. Her bubbly, energetic personality is a classic case of vivacious subtype of Histrionic Personality Disorder. People with HPD are defined as impulsive, hyperactive, and have a notably low tolerance for negative emotions, even ones not necessarily aimed towards them. Her element, Laughter, is pretty much a light-up sign indicating her intolerance for negative emotions. Victims of HPD have a deep-seeded craving for attention as well, which Pinkie shows rather blatantly in Party Of One. Her spontaneous party throwing can be considered a manifestation of her subconscious need for attention, which is reinforced by her persistance in trying to befriend Cranky Doodle (even to the point of breaking into his house). A possible cause of her mental deficiency is familial abuse. Having grown up on a rock farm and working day-in and day-out as a mere child undoubtedly poses severe mental health problems.




The dysfunction termed Hypomania is characterized by a larger-than-life self-image, racing thoughts, and dangerous activity -- all of which can be used to describe one Rainbow Dash, arguably the loudest and most self-possessed pony in Ponyville. A major indicator for hypomania is what is called psychomotor agitation, a reflexive need to move. This is often characterized by restlessness when sitting still, pacing, or biting lips. In Rainbow Dash's case, hovering or extending and retracting her wings are strong indicators of psychomotor agitation. She also exhibits extremely dangerous activity on a daily basis, pushing herself to the brink of her ability to perform death-defying tricks and one day ultimately join the Wonderbolts, a famous team of expert stunt pegasi. Rainbow has a major egocentric personality, continually places herself higher on the pedestal than others; however, she wouldn't hesitate to help her close friends, even to the point of her giving up her dreams in order to help them in a time of need. This lends to the opinion that her hypomania is in no way destructive, except for her edge-of-the-seat lifestyle, and in fact has a positive effect on her and the people surrounding her.




Applejack is a hard character to describe, much less diagnose. She's a hard-worker who hates handing the reigns over to anyone else, she never censors herself, and loves to help others who are in need. In this, she seems rather sane, but if you squint really hard you can see that she seems to exhibit several characteristics of Self-defeating Personality Disorder (aka Masochistic Personality Disorder). She deliberately puts herself in harms way throughout the series: Applebuck Season, where she decides to harvest the entire apple orchard by herself; The Last Roundup, where she moves out of town to get a better paying job so as to raise money and fix town hall; and Spike At Your Service, where she saves Spike not only from a pack of hungry timberwolves, but also a giant timberwolf at the end of the episode. She even went so far as to walk all the way around a mountain with another pony on her back, simply because said pony was too scared to climb it herself. This show of altruism definitely points towards a virtuous form of MPD, but she shows a complete lack of the feelings of deserved gratitude. This loans to somewhat oppresive tendencies, since she expresses genuine feelings towards everyone and everything (she is the element of Honesty, afterall), even if those feelings are negative. However, she doesn't have the self-pitiable nature that commonly accompanies the oppresive subtype; this could possibly be due to her altruistic tendencies.




The final character we are going to go over is the element of Generosity, Rarity. She, like Applejack, is more than willing to sacrifice her time, money, body parts, etc., on other people without hesitation. Unlike Applejack, however, she is willing to gloss over unsavory comments, instead favoring to soften the blow. She has a tendency to overreact to situations and she is a professional "whiner". On several occasions she's shown to place other people before her lifelong dreams, notably in Green Isn't Your Color, where she would rather help Fluttershy become supermodel than for Rarity to become a world-famous fashion designer. She appears to exhibit characters not unlike the appeasing subtype of Histrionic Personality Disorder. Whereas Pinkie Pie's vivacious HPD focused more on being hyperactive and neurotic, Rarity's appeasing HPD focuses more on brushing away bad emotions, instead focusing on giving unto others and making them happy, as a way to avoid dealing with her own problems. The main difference between appeasing HPD and virtuous Masochistic Personality Disorder -- which we went over with Applejack -- is that there is no feelings of deservation with HPD, and there is no repressing of emotions with MPD. Self-sacrifice is a hugely defining symptom of appeaseful HPD, and Rarity's entire being is dedicated to such. This might seem like nothing but a benefit to others, however it can be extremely detrimental to the victim of the illness. Repressed emotions can cause serious health risks, and given the selfless nature of those exhibiting it, the risks might go unheeded.




I think it is safe to assume that Twilight was right in her statement that all the ponies were indeed, "crazy". But we attach too many negative connotations to that word; a more accurate word -- and one that would sound less negative -- would be "disturbed". This is a very unique show, in more ways than one. We've had The Big Lebowski ponified, we've had government conspiracies, we've had international espionage -- If you ask me, it's not too surprising that we also have mental deficiencies.

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Seriously, did you buy anything that i said about this place, being the most super special awesome 20% cooler place on the internet? Well that was a lie.


For example, the part about MLP Ice creambars? The last thing you guys need, are more Ice creambars.


I found this very unique avatar and i created this Hypnosparkle persona, because i know that your brains are so small, that you just stare and say "Durr what a very unique Avatar. I will become his friend." Because the truth about this Forum, no, the truth about this entire fandom, is that it dosen't matter who you are, aslong as your boring tastes appeals to bronies.


Why do people like Livingtombstone get so popular? Because Bronies like to listen to boring music, which they have no sense of to begin with. Why do people like Tommyoliver get so popular? Because, like i said earlier, Bronies brains are to small to have some kind of opinion, so they rather go to someone and get it there. I could go on, about these so called "horsefamous" guys, but i think i made my point, if you can actually follow.


Everything i said, you ate from my hand, but that's the way it is and that's the way you want it and that's the way you handle it. It's easy, it's simple to digest. You people can't handle anything complicated, you people can't stomach anything interesting, it's been like this since the beginning of this fandom. "We watch colorful horsies and talk about it, while our lifes are going down the drain."


There are good guys and there are bad guys and believe me my little horsy fans i am a very bad guy and i admit it.



Now one more thing before i leave this place. Don't believe anything that a guy says on a blog, during the first april. Because he might just prank you into believing his entire story. If you got to this part and now breath a sigh of relief, then i am terribly sorry that i scared you this much.


Happy April fools day everybody. :)