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I'm so scared.


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I don't know why but I'm scared of pretty much everything and it really affects my life.

 

 

Here are few examples:

 

I'm scared of dogs because I don't know when they are going to attack me all of a sudden. And when dog comes near me my heart just starts racing and it feels so anxious.

 

I'm scared of cars and crossing roads, because I always feel that some car comes and runs over me and I try to avoid all crossroads when I walk. I would rather walk 1 mile to avoid the scary crossroad than go over it especially if there are no traffic lights and road is busy.

 

I'm scared of bridges and going under them and being under objects that are leaning over me. When I go to tunnel or under bridge my heart starts racing and I watch the structure above me to see if there are any signs of it falling down on me. If there are cars or other vehicles going over the bridge and I'm under it I get even more scared. I usually walk under the bridges faster than normal.

 

I'm scared of these groups with younger or older boys with these rap clothes and stuff. If I see them I try to avoid all contact with them and I try avoid walking near them if I have choice. If I have to walk near them it scares me so much that tears come to my eyes. It scares me because I'm afraid that they either attack me and injure me seriously me or make fun of me and bully me.

 

I'm scared of planes. When I see plane flying on the sky I'm always scared that it drops some kind of bomb or shoots me down.

 

I'm scared of flying in plane or any flying machine and being on ship or boat. I always feel that the plane is going to crash if I'm on it and I feel that ships are going to sink if I'm on them. I've never been on either of them because I'm so scared.

 

I'm scared of people that have some sort of weapon in their hands knife, gun, chainsaw or anything like that. I'm always so scared that they get this random urge to hit me with it and kill me.

 

I'm scared of blood. If I see blood somewhere I get this feeling that maybe it's my blood and my limbs and head start feeling dizzy and I get this feeling that I'm loosing blood. And if I think about cutting myself I can almost feel how it would feel in my brain.

 

I'm scared of moderators and admins here and everywhere. I'm scared of them because I know that they have the power to ban me anytime they want. I'm always blushing and get so anxious if I'm talking to them and I try to be even nicer than usual to them. I feel that if I say 1 wrong word then I'm banned. And I'm also scared of people that have more power than me.

 

I don't leave my stuff anywhere public because I'm always scared that someone will come and steal them.

 

I'm scared of insects because I feel that there comes suddenly this giant spider and kills me. I don't know what was wrong with me but when I was in kindergarten I saw this giant ant it was like size of a cat I was so afraid. I don't know if that is true but I can still recall that image from my head.

 

I'm also scared of all these terrorist groups and North Korea and USA and war and guns and stuff like that. Sometimes I'm also scared of losing my friends and family.

 

If my parents are gone too long from home I got this feeling that someone has killed them. And always when someone knocks our door I'm afraid it's some serial killer or murderer. Especially if it happens late in the evening or night.

 

I'm also scared that suddenly some random disease takes over me and I can't do anything ever again. I'm also scared of dolls and dark.

 

I'm afraid of spinning, because I was once in some theme park and there were this spinning device where I was forced to go. After that I couldn't spin again without feeling sick and dizzy.

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I used to be afraid of alot of things when I was young, like planes, dark places, and needles (I'm still afraid of needles to this day, I feel like it will poke my eye out). There were other things too but I can't remember exactly what they were, but it was from traumatizing experiences like watching scary movies or abuse. Now the only thing I have is social phobia, I find it hard to trust others, but when I talk, I talk excessively as if I'm making up for the loss of interaction I've missed out on.

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I actually share many of those many things you've listed on here, especially the sight of injuries as I get terrified of having the similar injury in turn too. We all have our collection of fears to be concerned for. The important thing is that you do not allow your fear to paralyze you when you must go and do something whether it's to a store or complete a work.

 

That's what being courageous is, being able to stand up to your fear and fight against it in a myriad of ways  as it's always physically fighting it instead it's always a mental fight to overcome.

 

You may wish to look up asmr vids or other relaxing videos to calm yourself as they fantastic at the role of helping you alleviate and control what pressures you.

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Sorry if I scared ya. Oh, right... That has nothing to do with the post.

 

Let's see...

 

I'm scared of dogs because I don't know when they are going to attack me all of a sudden. And when dog comes near me my heart just starts racing and it feels so anxious.

 

Dogs can be dangerous, but take the fact that they're animals, creatures of instinct. Even if they can feel either them or even us, their reactions are always unpredictable. It's not wrong to be afraid of animals, we all are.

I'm scared of cars and crossing roads, because I always feel that some car comes and runs over me and I try to avoid all crossroads when I walk. I would rather walk 1 mile to avoid the scary crossroad than go over it especially if there are no traffic lights and road is busy.

 

I can assure you that most drivers in cities are not as dangerous in vehicles as most people say. They'll stop if they see something's in front of them, and you can pass when you have the opportunity. Still, there's nothing wrong at being scared of such thing.

I'm scared of bridges and going under them and being under objects that are leaning over me. When I go to tunnel or under bridge my heart starts racing and I watch the structure above me to see if there are any signs of it falling down on me. If there are cars or other vehicles going over the bridge and I'm under it I get even more scared. I usually walk under the bridges faster than normal.

 

I have felt that fear too, but it has faded from me. Every tunnel I've been is 100% secure. And I live in a pretty crappy country, pretty sute there's nothing to worry about in your country.

I'm scared of these groups with younger or older boys with these rap clothes and stuff. If I see them I try to avoid all contact with them and I try avoid walking near them if I have choice. If I have to walk near them it scares me so much that tears come to my eyes. It scares me because I'm afraid that they either attack me and injure me seriously me or make fun of me and bully me.

 

Only if you think you're inferior to them you'll feel that way, And no one who's rational thinks of theirselves as superior or inferior to others. Stand up and face this fear, because there's no reason for them to attack you.

I'm scared of planes. When I see plane flying on the sky I'm always scared that it drops some kind of bomb or shoots me down.

 

Okay, this one is really silly, but I'm no one to judge. Don't feel that way, because there's no need to think that at any moment a plane is going to drop a bomb in your country.

I'm scared of flying in plane or any flying machine and being on ship or boat. I always feel that the plane is going to crash if I'm on it and I feel that ships are going to sink if I'm on them. I've never been on either of them because I'm so scared.

 

I felt that way when I was a kid. I prefer to stay in my home with my dog and having a happy day all the time. That is except when it's raining. But you'd be surprised how difficult is for a plane to crash or a boat to sink.

 

Both vehicles are constructed to be durable to pretty much anything. If an atomic bomb dropped somewhere in the sea, maybe the people in the ship would get injured, but the ship would just get scratched a bit.

I'm scared of people that have some sort of weapon in their hands knife, gun, chainsaw or anything like that. I'm always so scared that they get this random urge to hit me with it and kill me.

 

Well, why would they do that? They don't have anything against you, there's no rational reason to attack you? But I agree, weapons are terrifying.

I'm scared of blood. If I see blood somewhere I get this feeling that maybe it's my blood and my limbs and head start feeling dizzy and I get this feeling that I'm loosing blood. And if I think about cutting myself I can almost feel how it would feel in my brain.

 

Woah. This fear ia a very serious one. But I know many people that suffer it. Blood is something very startling because we don't ever see blood unless it's in movies or TV shows. But when we see it, it feels too real.

I'm scared of moderators and admins here and everywhere. I'm scared of them because I know that they have the power to ban me anytime they want. I'm always blushing and get so anxious if I'm talking to them and I try to be even nicer than usual to them. I feel that if I say 1 wrong word then I'm banned. And I'm also scared of people that have more power than me.

 

Hahaha! Don't worry, mods are dumb. They're dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, very dumb. SO dumb, they're the dumbest. See? I'm still here, they haven't banned me.

 

Yet.

I don't leave my stuff anywhere public because I'm always scared that someone will come and steal them. 

 

That's not exactly a fear, but more of an obsession with your stuff.

I'm scared of insects because I feel that there comes suddenly this giant spider and kills me. I don't know what was wrong with me but when I was in kindergarten I saw this giant ant it was like size of a cat I was so afraid. I don't know if that is true but I can still recall that image from my head.

 

Yeah... No. I have studied animals all my life, and there is no ant species that big. Not nowadays, never in history. You definetely saw something that wasn't there. Still, bugs are pretty creepy, but they aren't as dangerous as most animals, just a few bugs are actually very lethal.

I'm also scared of all these terrorist groups and North Korea and USA and war and guns and stuff like that. Sometimes I'm also scared of losing my friends and family.

 

Pretty sure terrorists don't attack people in the cities. They attack randomly at poor villages.

If my parents are gone too long from home I got this feeling that someone has killed them. And always when someone knocks our door I'm afraid it's some serial killer or murderer. Especially if it happens late in the evening or night.

 

There's less than 0% of probabilites that would happen. I haven't calculated but I'm pretty sure it can't happen.

I'm also scared that suddenly some random disease takes over me and I can't do anything ever again. I'm also scared of dolls and dark.

 

Random diseases? Those don't exist. There's always a reason for diseases, always, and you have to be sure you don't have any. Being scared of the dark is a very common fear, you don't know what's going to come from there. And dolls... Well, they're creepy humanoid toys. Everyone is afraid of that.

I'm afraid of spinning, because I was once in some theme park and there were this spinning device where I was forced to go. After that I couldn't spin again without feeling sick and dizzy. 

 

Ugh... I hate those things... I almost vomited once. But that's not a fear, you don't want to feel bad and that's good for you.

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I share a few of these as well, but I'd never let these fears stop what I do. My fear of drowning doesn't keep me off boats or away from water. I just accept there is a very slight chance of me dying.

 

Also, the disease fear... I got that one pretty bad. Played Plague Inc. for a few weeks and developed it I guess. X.X

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Well, i'm scared of nail files (not kidding), i don't think you can beat that xD.

 

Now seriously, everyone has fears, try to close your eyes and breath if you feel anxious, and if you can, try to face them and get someone to help you :)

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@@Darker, you sir are awesome.

 

To me though half of these don't really sound like fears. Fear is a part of it, but for the most part it just seems to me that you believe that the worst case scenario is the norm. I mean think about it, bridges have been standing for years before you walk under them. Planes have been flying for a long time too. And I'm sure that the moderators are great here. I mean so far they don't seem to be mean. 

 

And I'm kind of afraid of insects too. Not so much insects by themselves, I hate them crawling on my skin. It's so gross, and the feeling is just ... ugh.

 

 And actually catching some horrible disease is something I'm legitimately scared of. It's like sometimes you think you're fine and then you actually have cancer, or something horrible. I'm scared of going to the doctor because of stuff like that. (and also because doctors in my area don't have the best reputation...)

 

You've just got to think more positively. Stop dwelling on the bad things that people say. If you start to look at people and see the good side, maybe you'll start feeling better. It worked for me, I'm still pessimistic, but I don't just think everything is going to hurt me.

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I'm scared of bears and I do encounter them a lot. It has gotten to the point where I'm quite frantic during the day, and especially at night. Twice I was about 30 feet or so from a black bear. I occasionally carry a knife -- more so during their hibernation cycles - and too I am ready to die. 

 

But I try and push fear to the back of my head where it doesn't become my all-consuming paranoia. 

 

There's nothing wrong with being scared - even if you have multiple fears. You have to take steps to resolve said issues. 

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Whenever I'm afraid of something, I pretend I've got the bravery of Dashie and Fiona from adventure time. Then if I'm really scared, I plan what I would do if something would happen. And before I know it, I've grabed the choclate ice cream in the dark without screaming. XD

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