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Aimless Musings


Callisto

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Like I said in my reflection of the past two years, I'm a very different person now. I used to be this weird, sarcastic, guy who was often depressed and bitter. Now I'm a cheerful, bubbly girl who's almost always happy. I feel like I've alienated some people, truthfully. I think people who've known me for a long time might think this is fake.

 

But it isn't. This is who I've always - the bright, happy girly-girl. It's just been hidden. Even I didn't realize it. I was just too scared to admit. Too afraid of judgement. Too afraid of my few friends leaving me, not liking who I truly was. But, that hasn't happened. People have accepted my change of identity, and my change in personality. For that, I'm very grateful. No one has insulted, or questioned my identity.

 

But I do still wonder; did I alienate people? Are people confused? After all, this was such a total change. If I have alienated my friends; I'm sorry. I hope you can come to accept and like me as I am now. If not, then at least remember the good times we shared before.

 

You're all amazing. Not just the people who have supported me and comforted me, but all of you. I am incredibly grateful.

 

And to my new friends, who've always known me as I am now; thank you, too.

 

I apologize if this was dumb. Truthfully, I kinda knew it would be. I just wanted to say what I have. I'm not sure if I'll even publish this. Who knows?

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Its good to see a person's true self, i hid mine from people; even the brony bits. But as i opened up to others about it, they seemed to understand me a lot more. If people do this more often, then they'd see us for what we truly are. But not everybody is so accepting, you got those that hate us, but yet some who can tolerate us; its understandable why, if its a good reason.

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Glad to see you are feeling good about your current self :) I have been through similar with my Bi-sexuality,  those friends that don't judge you are amazing. :)

 

I hope things continue to go will for you as you move along your path :)

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