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Distraction

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Distraction

 

That's all I really am, a distraction.

It's all I've ever been, and it's probably all I'll ever be.

 

All I do is get in people's way, ocassionally help them out. Then they get to a point where they have to go or they just don't need me anymore. Whether it's something I do or a choice of their own, it's just how it always goes.

 

One day, I wish I could be something more, but the evidence doesn't look good. I'm just eternally doomed to be The Doctor. My favorite TV character, with a life that is my living nightmare. I'm just the silly madman, going around distracting people from their life until things begin working in their favor. Once things start going well for them, the distraction is no longer needed, meaning another lost "friend".

 

How do I fix this? I'm not sure I can...it might just be the hell that I'm destined to live. My hope is fading and I don't know what to think anymore.



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Trust me, I've felt the same way :( Especially when it comes to my ex...-_- When we were dating he went through alot of personal struggles and I was there no matter what. I helped him see what a great person he really was no matter what he thought about himself.

 

But as you can see, my kindness and support wasn't so nicely returned when I need him most -_- I truly feel that I've just been used and reached my expiration date :(

 

Hopefully we can both feel better later on.

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Trust me, I've felt the same way :( Especially when it comes to my ex...-_- When we were dating he went through alot of personal struggles and I was there no matter what. I helped him see what a great person he really was no matter what he thought about himself.

 

But as you can see, my kindness and support wasn't so nicely returned when I need him most -_- I truly feel that I've just been used and reached my expiration date :(

 

Hopefully we can both feel better later on.

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Trust me, I've felt the same way :( Especially when it comes to my ex...-_- When we were dating he went through alot of personal struggles and I was there no matter what. I helped him see what a great person he really was no matter what he thought about himself.

But as you can see, my kindness and support wasn't so nicely returned when I need him most -_- I truly feel that I've just been used and reached my expiration date :(

Hopefully we can both feel better later on.

Imagine having that happen with 6 different people(plus various acquaintances). Each time is far worse than the last. This is my curse, this is my hell.

 

I was so sure earlier this week that I'd be moving on to a new companion, but I just can't. I'm petrified about what it could lead to.

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