All right, I'm in that mood of rambling about stuff again, so here we go.
You might have realized from my more recent posts that I have come to some realization that I may have a slight inferiority complex. I try to not feel jealous of others who have done more successful things than me both on the forums and irl, but there is just something in the back of my head just asking, "What have I done that's so great?" When I see how people on here can easily make so many friends well it took me around 2 years to even make one. It's perplexing that I'm even relevant here at all anymore.
I may seem nice and friendly on the inside, but on the outside I can actually be pretty angry and cynical. At school, people can inwardly piss me off to the point of anxiousness to get out of there. Online, some posts people make could get me angry to the point of feeling in the bad mood as the thought of it seethes through my brains for a few hours. And don't even get me started on when I play video games.
I really do wish I didn't get like this. I'm trying to improve myself as a person, but they still come up every now and then. Leading to me writing a blog like this.