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Farewell


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It's been almost a decent year being on here. The goal in mind was to meet new users and possibly make some friends. I've made friends, we weren't close but at least I had that experience.

 

I'm not sure where to begin as to why I'm leaving, but I think the main reason is the feeling of being unwelcome. I've had plenty of rudeness during my time here, even being banned for...no apparent reason it seems. It's come to my attention that I've caused so many unintentional problems and basically when I try to make ends meet, I get slapped again. So, I'm basically giving up and waving the white flag in surrender. I've lost plenty of friends on here as well, either banned or simply leaving under their own terms.

 

I simply can't keep handling it, when I got banned I literally was contemplating suicide, because I apparently did nothing. I'm so afraid to speak here, every word makes me feel like I'll be punished. I even gave up posting in Life Advice and focusing away from my problems, but that's obviously not the problem I suppose. I used to go there and help others with similar problems, giving all the advice I could. That's probably why I'm hated, because I'm so truthful about my problems and how I address them. I've made so many enemies, and in the past couple of days, I've blocked a total of 4 people, for either being very rude or trolls. That's unusual for me, so I'm taking my best action by avoiding the site as a whole. It will possibly take a great weight off my shoulders knowing that I won't have to worry about it anymore.

 

I'm going to try and find another site, or even a group similar to the Brony fandom. I know it might not be much of a difference but I'm going to keep looking. I can make new friends somewhere else, there are many forums aside from MLP I could join, so I might just do that.

 

I also want to state that, upon first arriving to this site, I wanted to change it and improve it, coming up with some ideas on how to do it (without much knowledge on technology at all). I wanted to help those that needed help, no matter how big or small. I even dare say, I looked at the application on becoming a mod and read over it but never decided to write it because I simply know for a fact it would be declined. Not because I don't feel like I would be good enough, but that I wouldn't feel welcome, it's that simple.

 

I'm going to be honest and say that, I kind of get the feeling that I'm being laughed at, or talked about in Skype or whatever. That may be why I suddenly feel hated by anyone I've engaged with recently. I just can't take being bullied or the rude remarks I get, even from staff, and that's what terrifies me the most.

 

So, I'm leaving. I can't say if or when I'll be back. I even might just sign out and just view the site anonymously. There might be disturbance in the comments of this blog, so I'm locking it just in case, and that's not my problem anymore.

 

Luna: Fare thee well mortals and shall thy forum experience bring great happiness. :comeatus:

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