Farewell.
I joined the forum back in April 2012. I was hoping to learn the magic of friendship and meet a bunch of new friends.
I've always been an outsider. A loner who never quite fits in. I have aspergers so its hard for me to be social. I tend to overreact sometimes. I try my best to make new friends, but I just scare everyone away. Like a monster.
I no longer feel welcome here anymore. No one acknowledges me. No one makes time for me anymore. I hate to say it but its very difficult for me to believe in friendship anymore. I've been through very rough times lately and no one is there for me. I feel like I have no one to turn to. All I've ever wanted was friends who love me and accept me. I guess that's not possible. It's not for me.
Alaa I will be going away. I may return, may not return. Maybe I'll look into a smaller forum or so, to see if I can still believe.
To anyone I mayhave hurt I'm sorry. But I'm hurt myself as is. I'm lonely, depressed, angry, and scared. It seems I'm destined to be on my own. Like I always have. Probably always will.
This is a great forum for socialization. But I guess not for me.
With this I say....goobye. I love you all. Till we meet again. </3
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