Hey everyone, it's Hexdex and I want you all to do something that I'm not going to be able to do in a few years from now. I want you to look. I know my actions have been, just downright unforgivable and just awful. But I just got more news from my doctors. They had told me about August ago when I came back from BCT (Basic Combat Training) that I was gonna go blind in 40 years, then they cut it down to 20, now it's down to 3. I have to get my lens changed every 6 months now due to my celestia-awful eyesight. Now what does this mean? Well until the internet comes in full brail I won't be using it much longer, unless my vision gets better. So until then, it just seems like it'll get worse and worse.

I also want to say thank you to one of the Admins here on the site to where I can go and talk about my depression and my battle with suicide. Please understand that my actions were in anger of what I now have to see (nudge nudge) is going to be a new part of me and there isn't much I can do but wait.

So thanks to you who have stuck around with my stubbornness and tried to help me. I am sorry to those I hurt, left, and downright acted like an ass.

-Hex

(PS, I love blind jokes. So if you wanna shoot a few my way please do. Comedy is one of the ways that helps me fight my depression. So please joke all you want about me going blind. I'm serious. Please.)