I've been feeling like I need someone again. Someone to make videos with, a new friend. Alone I've just felt fairly unmotivated. Which is why this Doctor Who quote came to mind.

I've altered it a bit to fit my own situation. The original is here in this spoiler.

And here's the modified version.
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Companion: "Then why am I here?"

Me: "Because....because I can't see it anymore."

Companion. "See what?"

Me: "I've been at this on and off for 10 years. After a while you just can't see it."

Companion: "See what?!"

Me: "Everything. I look at a video and it's just a big sketch, vlog, or film and I know how to start I know how to end it..and I've done both so many times. Now after a while everything is just stuff. That's the problem, you make all of YouTube your backyard and what do you have? A backyard. But you, you can see it. And when you see it I see it."

Companion: "And that's the only reason you took me with you?"

Me: "..There are worse reasons..."
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Maybe soon I'll start looking for a channel partner again. Maybe.