So after two and a half months, I find myself back on the forums. I'm not sure if I can really call it all that great though. Why do I say this? At the time I left back in October, I had a ton of stress built up, mainly from this site, and I felt that me leaving would be a stress reliever, and believe it or not, it worked. After I left I felt alot happier. What did I do though when I did leave? Nothing really. I joined World of Equestria, another forum site, under the name of Vertigo (same picture and all.) I really didn't do much.
Now the reason why I left, (which I believe would be really good.) I feel like there is this big popularity thing on this site, and if you're not popular, there will be no recognition. Although I have been here since 2013, I feel like the latter in a way, so again back in October when I had a ton of stress, and put my feelings into posts in hopes of a reply] there was nothing, which kinda led to the making of this https://mlpforums.com/blog/2179/entry-18401-the-forums-is-not-exempt-from-this/
there is usually a sense of being ignored, and rejection not just here, but with my family too, which is why I put feeling into some of my posts. I rarely express them in person, so why not in my writing? I wish I never shunned the therapist I did have.
And in the time before I did leave, I saw a ton of other people leave. Now it may not have been the same reason why they left, but I believe it could be. A person's social status should not dictate the fact that we are all human in the end, but social status will stand until the end of time.
All of what I wrote up above is behind me now (hopefully), but my activity here on the site will be drastically lowered (as if it wasn't low before.) I'm really not sure if I can put in the same commitment as I did in the past. Maybe I'm lying, and will be just as active as I was before. Who knows?
So yeah, I decided to come back in the new year, and I'm glad to be back.