Dont know if its good or bad for me to actually be here as far as im concerned I let my emotional state go overboard and that resulted in some wierd behaviour I've visited the psychologist regarding my mental state and she agrees that my assumptions one normal social situations are quite wrong and it causes me problems

I hope i could return to this site and continue using it like i used to but due to my increased stress on this site and past events and some discussions here I believe i cannot do such thing

I feel that deviantart is better and more stable enviroment for me though its bigger community there than here and it makes my work harder