I woke up at 45 minutes ago and I feel hungry, but earlier I looked at the Xbox segment of e3 and can't wait for Forza Horizon 3, that's the sunny half of my weather ... The wet half is I notice I'm drink more, not because I'm 21 but it's because it's my depression, when I have a lot on my mind, I drink alcohol to ease my pain, Ik I shouldn't drink it, but it's better then some of the other choices I could of made ... I could of turned to ice, I could of attempted susicide ....again .... But I don't want that to be me, because I now see a very dim light in dark hours ... The light is simple "we were born to die, and live to get high" the first half of that is from a song that I have taken to heart while the second half I added on coz it rhymed .... And yes I know what getting high means .... Well I gtg, need to eat, then clean a toilet ... Baii