It's been a long time coming huh? The day I return to blog entry's .... I miss doing this ... Anyways on to business ....

So the only real plus is that I have finally moved out of mum and dads place ...

I have initiated code red, as y'all would of seen earlier ... Meaning I need booze ASAP to dull the pain .... I'm in pain because I want to snap out of my rut and get serious with my life ... Not "having a kid" serious, but in a relationship with one I care about ... Someone I can be there for when they are heartbroken, someone I can be there for when they get promoted ... Or is pregnant ..... I want to be there for someone who needs a hug at the end of her day and to be reminded that everything is ok ....

Sorry for sounding sappy, I have hard for the past 21 years .... I think I have more then earned the right to be sappy atleast once

I better go, things to do and fics to read .... I'm currently reading one about the ship ScootaBelle ....yep, Scootaloo and Sweetie Belle ...... What? It's a cute ship, first got into it from the link I'll post below (not taking any credit, it's still on my clipboard on my iPad so y not?)

https://www.fimfiction.net/story/97752/spellbound-fireflies

That was a great read .... I loved it and I have a new best ship ... No, not TwiDash .... ScootaBelle ..... It's so adorable and cute the it works, I'm currently reading another fic with that ship, but it was ..... Is .... Not written well, is the positive way of putting it, I mean sure, it has the transitions perfect, but it's because the chapters are so short that I will be finished before lunch time ... And it's only 9:40AM rite now, if anyone finds a good 50k-80k fic, please pm it to me, I'm also in the middle of typing my own up, but I gotta wait and see how this move is gonna go, if I get kicked out now, then I'm not gonna finish it until shit has died down .... If not, then I'll do it as soon as I can .... No spoilers on it .... Sorry