well i already failed in making weekly blogs (uhm better late than never *shrugs shoulders*) well a lot has happened i broke up from school for the summer holidays i finished my exams. I actually got a girlfriend which is awesome we both have anxiety which makes things fun and we have known each other for years so it makes things easier. unfortunately I have not been very active on here but I am getting back into the swing of things. so maybe just maybe I might be able to do this weekly and leave a blog almost a month or so.