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Feeling bad for what i did

CloudyHail

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i'm sorry for my pride

 

 

 

 

 

i am no victim, i was a criticizing bully, a horrible friend and person.

 

 

 

 

 

I am disappointed with myself


i treated a friend badly for having an open relationship


it was not to my norm, i was not accepting


this was last year, i feel terrible for it


i want to apologise


but i doubt it matters


my pride ruined it


i could't realise how terrible i was


until i realised how kind he was


he was a good friend, a nice friend


i want to change


i'm sorry


maybe he'd think i'm apologising now because he's a well known brony in the community


maybe he'll assume i don't mean it because i did not know him for long at the time


maybe he thinks i want to use him for his fame


but it's hard to be genuine when someone will think badly of you


because of their status


and what manipulators can do with it


i'm sorry my friend


please know i am sorry

 

but you know what, maybe writing this means nothing, maybe i was just another person who wasn't happy with him and he forgot, maybe i'm or actually i'm not important, this is not important maybe it's worthless to try anyways because the world still goes round. I want to make a difference because i care but i doubt it matters here and now...nobody seems to care when you try to make things right, a year later.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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