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Everything has changed


Kel_Grym

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I am limited by a smartphone, so those who have ever known me at all will be disappointed by my lack of usual formatting.

 

You may also be disappointeded by my lack of Celestia. If you ever knew me. I wasn't a real big deal, although I liked acting as if I was.

 

I've had a gun pointed to my face, was maced and thrown in jail over some because I stood up to a crooked cop that wanted to arrest a friend of mine for nothing...I spent 71 days in jail. I was lucky to have a decent lawyer and the fraudulent assault charge got dropped.

 

And also while in jail I picked up David W Bercot's book 'The Kingdom that turned the World Upside Down'...and the Lord ripped the blinders off my eyes.

 

I'm writing this as a testimony...in my tenure here as the ordained minister of Celestia, I had a habit of yelling blasphemy or heresy at people for fun. However, I really was the blasphemer. The deceiver.

 

All my talk about determinism and chaos magick. I was so so very wrong.

 

I've recanted my heathen occult philosophy and repented of all my sexual immorality. I look upon all my previous works in disgust.

 

This is a testimony, my personal way of repenting for spewing all the lies of heliocentric masonic bad science and occult corruption.

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Idunno, I thought all that stuff from before was kind of fun. xD

 

I know. Im not saying that I didn't have fun myself. But it's not necessarily a good thing what we had fun about.

 

You will disagree and for now we will agree to disagree.

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You will disagree and for now we will agree to disagree.

I've no plans to try and change your mind about it; sounds like you've already changed, anyhow.

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I've no plans to try and change your mind about it; sounds like you've already changed, anyhow.

 

I'm more complete than I ever was. Also I've seen a demon. The ones that pass as aliens. Funny how I dismissed it this whole time...once a decade ago I knew the truth but I developed a personal problem with God and fell away...and dismissed that demonic encounter. That's what was really crazy.

 

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Oh, those guys. If you don't mind my asking: What was the encounter like?

Brief and hidden in memory. But it wasn't a dream. It happened. I remember shadows leaving on the walls. I couldn't describe it. Terror.

 

This all happened at my deceased great maternal grandmothers trailer and my cousins had thier own paranormal experiences there.

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Those 71 days in jail, what was the food like? What were the people like? How isolated and bored were you? What did you do to pass the time? Anything else I should ask to get a more noteworthy understanding of what it was like? Was it stressful?

 

Also in regards to chaos magic. I think it is just confirmation bias plus confidence from tricking yourself into thinking you did something related to the topic, so that your mind can associate an action contributing towards the goal without actually doing anything related to it. I used to look into the chaos magic stuff before, like 6-7 years ago. 

 

Also what caused you to want to get into chaos magic in the first place?

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