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I Already Got the Greatest Christmas Gift I've Ever Gotten


Colon Leftbracket

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This morning may have changed my life forever!

 

So for those who know me on here, you all know I've been under a bit of stress for having to hide from the world my Pansexuality (attraction to all gender identities and physical sexes) in the fear of my homophobic family. Its something I wish I could just be more open about and not have to hide in fear about. Especially from my own family. Family shouldn't hate one of their own because of something they cannot help.

 

Anyway, I used to only be able to discuss my woes about this sorta thing on private blogs or to friends on these forums. BUT NOT TODAY!

 

This morning I was talking to my best friend. She herself is bisexual and often defends her gay brother. Aside from her being my best friend, she's the perfect candidate for someone I can trust with these issues.

 

This morning I decided to break the news to her! And she accepted me in open arms!

 

And man was coming out to just one person privately quite the experience on its own. It was probably the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. I knew I could trust her, but still... I'd just fear things going wrong in impossible ways. This is just something that causes a lot of stress and a lot of fear for me.

 

But it went off without a hitch! She accepted me and agreed to keep things silent for now. Though she didn't quite understand my fears she has agreed to not tell anyone without asking me first.

 

It was a scary experience that I'm still a little uneasy about, buy MAN does it feel good to feel accepted! I mean I've had friends on here who have accepted me for over a year now, but this is the first person who actually lives near me and is near and dear to my heart that knows this and fully accepts this about me!

 

Its been quite a morning! Merry Christmas to everyone and Happy Hearth's Warming to everypony!

And have a happy New Year!

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Funny, is it not? That our biggest fear is our biggest enemy and we wonder what it is we believe up until we take a leap of faith and wonder whom is actually answering our prayers. Happy Hearth's Warming Eve. =)

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I wish I had people to talk to about this. There is one person who would understand that I'm bi, however, he also can't keep his mouth shut. 

 

Like you, I'm too scarred to tell my family. My mom I know most likely won't hate me. However, I don't know about my dad and brother. I'm just too scarred. I wish I had someone I could count on.

 

Anyway, it's nice you got something incredibly special. Hope it continues up. :)

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Like you, I'm too scarred to tell my family. My mom I know most likely won't hate me. However, I don't know about my dad and brother. I'm just too scarred. I wish I had someone I could count on.

 

Wow that hits close to home.

The main two people I'm concerned about their reactions are my older brother and father, though there are various other family members down the line that would also have a similar brand of hate towards me.

 

Sorry to hear you don't have anyone trust worthy to really talk to this about. I'm not entirely sure if who I told will keep their mouth shut, but we've been friends long enough that I think she knows when I really need her to keep something a secret for just a little while.

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oh

i was thinking of Pony-Jesus but that good

 

good for you and remember in other country you will be dead or worst

 

familys these days so open minded

so tell them

secrets will destroy you life

even at worst case scenario they will not kill you

 

unlike in other country you will be dead or worst

 

wait tell you be 18 so they grawnd you or something

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@@almozayaf, ...Okay.

 

Yes I suppose I could definitely be in a worst position and yes keeping secrets from my family is not something I want to do.

 

But it just seems to be the temporary answer for now. I will tell them eventually when I have the freedom to get out of the house.

 

And no, of course they wouldn't kill me, but I suppose I'm just afraid of my own family rejecting me, especially when I'm still under their roof. When I finish up school and move out, then they can reject me all they want for all I care.

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@@almozayaf, .

....... but I suppose I'm just afraid of my own family rejecting me.

you friends you wife you husband you boyfriend you pan can rejecting you

 

but you family can't anger at you for years at worst but in the end

family can't they love you now and love you for ever

 

but i think they will made at you, try to F I X you <_< and then they will ignor that part of you and love you

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