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Rambling(#10): Can't go a single day without 'that' feeling

Kyoshi

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It seems no matter what I do or think about, eventually the day will give me some type of reminder to why I don't like myself at all. Makes me wish that either my existence never happened or that I wasn't me at all. Either one would have solved a lot of problems not just for me, but for everyone else that has the misfortune of stepping into my life. While I try to live within my means, I don't think it will mean shit when the years go by and I cannot do anything right. Goes right back to me wishing I was somebody. Self-acceptance is important to me, I try to live by it, but I am having an incresingly difficult time accepting someone that is so insignificant and drowning in failure. That being me, obviously.

 

Just feeling a healthy dose of self-loathing tonight, mixed with some depressive thoughts. Ignore me.

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eventually the day will give me some type of reminder to why I don't like myself at all.

Yeah.  I'm the same way.  Even though I'm doing better these days than some years ago, not a day goes by that I don't feel down on myself at some point.

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Makes me wish that either my existence never happened or that I wasn't me at all.

Yeah, same here.  All the time.

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