I have honestly have had enough with the world I live in. People are to uptight and don't bother to listen what others have to say. Adults ask children to respect them so the can disrespect them. I'm sick of people saying they want to die and kill themselves when they don't even know the feeling of wishing for death to come and take you. I'm done with people who tried to be something they are not, that even goes for me. I'm tired of of people trying to be goth and other things. This world I live in is a hellhole that I only have few friends that care. I have thrown so many away with my stupid actions and know that they will never forgive me. I just want to be normal, I don't want to take medicine to control my mood swings, and pills at night. I would like to be normal. But for know I will wear my mask of happiness and take step back from everything and watch.