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Survived Wars And Prevailed them


FullMetalDash

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Hey, HEY, HEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ponies. How is everyone doing this fine, whenever it is in your time zones 

What, you want to know how I feel?

Well... I feel great. I feel happy. 

I

FEEL

stressed out because of work.

So the army lets me reinstate but i have to go through a lot of hoops to get back to my old position. But i am willing to do this. Yes in my previous post i bashed on the army. But i am sorry, because i ment some of the army. Not the entire army. 

I still have to clarify something tho... About some baby i mentioned.......

yeah so uh......

I have a baby.. a cute little girl... Well i dont really see her a lot anymore due to work stress and no time and she mostlly stays at my brother (<3 thank you bro <3) and she is happy there. 

The reason she likes it there is probally because her parents are always fighting and one dissapeared for sometime. 

I got told all the things i missed while i was gone. I got told she cried a lot in the beginning, asking for her mommy. Well... How are you going to explain to a baby that mommy ran away. 

I stopped drinking BTW. I am no more a active alcholic! Yay.

Back to the baby, turns out she nearlly died while i was gone.... 

She was in her buggy being pushed around by my sister-in-law when she accidentlly slipped and pushed the buggy on to the road. Thank god somebody saw it and saved the buggy or else.....

I dont blame her for that tho... 

 

I blame me for leaving... 

Being a bad mom... 

A bad wife.... 

A bad sister....

 

A bad everything

I am sorry.... To everyone in my life...

 

Also my ex-husband is trying to get me back, it is for a later day.

 

STAY STRONG AND TELL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOUR PROBLEMS BEFORE YOU DO RADICAL STUFF <3 

MESSAGE ME FOR FAMILY/FRIEND/DEPRESSION HELP. I ANSWER ASAP AND KEEP IT A SECRET.

~FML

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Well hell, looks like you've been through some crap. But kudos for slowly getting back up.

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