Survived Wars And Prevailed them
Hey, HEY, HEEEEEEEEEEEEEY ponies. How is everyone doing this fine, whenever it is in your time zones
What, you want to know how I feel?
Well... I feel great. I feel happy.
I
FEEL
stressed out because of work.
So the army lets me reinstate but i have to go through a lot of hoops to get back to my old position. But i am willing to do this. Yes in my previous post i bashed on the army. But i am sorry, because i ment some of the army. Not the entire army.
I still have to clarify something tho... About some baby i mentioned.......
yeah so uh......
I have a baby.. a cute little girl... Well i dont really see her a lot anymore due to work stress and no time and she mostlly stays at my brother (<3 thank you bro <3) and she is happy there.
The reason she likes it there is probally because her parents are always fighting and one dissapeared for sometime.
I got told all the things i missed while i was gone. I got told she cried a lot in the beginning, asking for her mommy. Well... How are you going to explain to a baby that mommy ran away.
I stopped drinking BTW. I am no more a active alcholic! Yay.
Back to the baby, turns out she nearlly died while i was gone....
She was in her buggy being pushed around by my sister-in-law when she accidentlly slipped and pushed the buggy on to the road. Thank god somebody saw it and saved the buggy or else.....
I dont blame her for that tho...
I blame me for leaving...
Being a bad mom...
A bad wife....
A bad sister....
A bad everything
I am sorry.... To everyone in my life...
Also my ex-husband is trying to get me back, it is for a later day.
STAY STRONG AND TELL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOUR PROBLEMS BEFORE YOU DO RADICAL STUFF <3
MESSAGE ME FOR FAMILY/FRIEND/DEPRESSION HELP. I ANSWER ASAP AND KEEP IT A SECRET.
~FML
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