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Changes in My Life (7/11/18)

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I'm not gonna lie, I'm still skeptical to make this blog post but I know I will eventually have to get to this point to at least let my friends know about things so I might as well let everything out here. 

So for the past few weeks, my mind has been all over the place about life. I realise that I haven't been to happy about myself (hell, I can even say that at times I despised and HATED myself). I've been like this for years mainly due to some deep and dark stuff that has happened in the past. Because of this, I feel that I would be a lot happier if I was a girl so after doing some thinking, I am now transgender. Now, I know I will probably have people that will disagree with me or maybe even despise or hate me after reading all of this and that's fine. I'm not gonna put up a fight if anyone unfollows me from this because I want to live life happy and actually being okay with myself (I mean, haters gonna hate, right?). None of my interests or hobbies are changing because that has always been one of the few things I have actually been happy and proud of about me because they make me so unique. 

Now as for my OC/ponysona, I will still use the name Twisted Cyclone and still have the same cutie mark but she will look a bit different for now on. Here's what she will look like. I know, I used Pony Creator but I suck at making stuff. lol

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21 minutes ago, Stormfurry said:

That's some good news, mate. :squee:

 

Just now, SparklingSwirls said:

I'm glad to hear that you've been feeling happier! :)

Thanks you two. Hearing that honestly makes everything a lot less worrisome. 

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6 minutes ago, Twisted Cyclone said:

 

Thanks you two. Hearing that honestly makes everything a lot less worrisome. 

No problema, yo! ^_^

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1 hour ago, basktimes said:

Well, that's great! You sound happier:P

 

43 minutes ago, Sherbert Music-Guard said:

 

YOu sound much happier

I do feel a lot happier after making the decision.  Thanks for the support. :D

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Lucky Bolt

If this makes you happy, then I definitely support your decision. :fluttershy: Your new ponysona is adorable btw, if you'd like, I'd love to do a vector or two of her! Give you some new art. If that's ok with you of course. 

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2 hours ago, TheNerdyGriffoN said:

just do what you feel is best that makes you happy! :3 *hugs*

*hugs back* Thanks for being supportive of me. 

1 hour ago, Lucky Bolt said:

If this makes you happy, then I definitely support your decision. :fluttershy: Your new ponysona is adorable btw, if you'd like, I'd love to do a vector or two of her! Give you some new art. If that's ok with you of course. 

Thanks. Yeah, I'd love to have some art of her. Her cutie mark is still the same. I'll have to send you that when I get home.

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Nature Tune

I’m happy you followed you heart and that you didn’t let anyone come in the way of that :kindness: And I support you. <3 

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Just now, Totally Nature Tune said:

I’m happy you followed you heart and that you didn’t let anyone come in the way of that :kindness: And I support you. <3 

Thank you, Nature. I'm still kinda speechless and happy of all of the support here. It makes me glad to be a part of this wonderful community. ^_^

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Just now, Twisted Cyclone said:

Thank you, Nature. I'm still kinda speechless and happy of all of the support here. It makes me glad to be a part of this wonderful community. ^_^

Aww. Don’t thank me. You actually made my day because something tragic happened earlier today, and to see someone being so brave is so inspiring.

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1 hour ago, Totally Nature Tune said:

Aww. Don’t thank me. You actually made my day because something tragic happened earlier today, and to see someone being so brave is so inspiring.

I'm sorry to hear about today. :(

I'm glad I was able to make your day though. :)

 

@Lucky Bolt As promised, I'd said that I will send you what my ponysona's cutie mark looks like for the art. It's the same as before.

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35 minutes ago, Twisted Cyclone said:

I'm sorry to hear about today. :(

I'm glad I was able to make your day though. :)

 

@Lucky Bolt As promised, I'd said that I will send you what my ponysona's cutie mark looks like for the art. It's the same as before.

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Alrighty then, I'll get to it. Thanks for letting me vector her! :fluttershy:

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Just now, Lucky Bolt said:

Alrighty then, I'll get to it. Thanks for letting me vector her! :fluttershy:

You're welcome. Thanks for wanting to. :)

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5 minutes ago, Cyclone 1066, Princess of Tractor Pulling said:

Glad this decision has made you happier my fellow force of nature. 

Thank you. I feel MUCH happier now. Depression freakin' took a toll on me but I realised that this is what I need to do to actually feel happier and to feel like myself. 

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Here No Longer

From what I know, it seems like a bit of a rash decision (speaking from my own experiences when I used to consider myself trans), but it is your decision.

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24 minutes ago, A Cynical Millenial said:

From what I know, it seems like a bit of a rash decision (speaking from my own experiences when I used to consider myself trans), but it is your decision.

I feel it was the only way for me to actually enjoy life and enjoy being myself. Depression, hatred and darkness was just too much for me at times. I've always felt something was odd or different about how I was and looked. Felt that way for years. If all that makes sense. It's a bit complicated and hard to explain honestly.

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1 minute ago, Twisted Cyclone said:

I feel it was the only way for me to actually enjoy life and enjoy being myself. Depression, hatred and darkness was just too much for me at times. I've always felt something was odd or different about how I was and looked. Felt that way for years. If all that makes sense. It's a bit complicated and hard to explain honestly.

I understand perfectly. I have went through the same thing for probably 7 or 8 years now. I just stopped being trans because I thought about expenses and thought if it was really worth it. I'm not entirely comfortable in my body, but I'm not so uncomfortable that I'm willing to spend a few thousand dollars to change it, and still be kind of uncomfortable.

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16 hours ago, A Cynical Millenial said:

I understand perfectly. I have went through the same thing for probably 7 or 8 years now. I just stopped being trans because I thought about expenses and thought if it was really worth it. I'm not entirely comfortable in my body, but I'm not so uncomfortable that I'm willing to spend a few thousand dollars to change it, and still be kind of uncomfortable.

You don't necessarily need surgery to "be" trans. Many people have gender dysphoria but choose not to undergo it. There are also identities such as nonbinary, genderfuid, agender, etc., which, for some, fits better than having to identify rigidly as either a girl or guy.

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On ‎7‎/‎13‎/‎2018 at 2:47 PM, Varrack said:

You don't necessarily need surgery to "be" trans. Many people have gender dysphoria but choose not to undergo it. There are also identities such as nonbinary, genderfuid, agender, etc., which, for some, fits better than having to identify rigidly as either a girl or guy.

I know that, that's why I said I stopped being trans. I never had surgery done or anything.

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