What depressive episodes feel like

TwilySparky

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This is more of a blog for myself to write how I am feeling right now. I feel pretty lethargic right now. The crushing loneliness I feel right now is overwhelming to be fair. My anxiety is driving my nuts and I'm just trying to keep myself together. I usually don't have episodes like this frequently but when they come, it comes at full force and it really throws me off. Sorry if I worry anyone, but I can't really explain why these happen, but they just do. I'm not going to make rash decisions like I've made in the past with other community since I feel I have enough self-control over myself to not create a scene. I have a lot of things going for me in my life, a potential for success, and I just feel crushed under all the pressure that puts on me. I've always been more of a person who observes rather than responds to things. I've somewhat changed that but I've still observed some stuff I don't particularly like. This really has nothing to do with myself but seeing people get burnt out over things is really disappointing to be fair. I've had a few close friends of mine on here that are just burnt out over everything. Anyways though, these are my thoughts right now. It might be slightly incoherent since I'm just splurging them from my mind, so don't expect to follow along

Thanks to anyone who has read this.

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Sometimes I have depressive scenes too, they just come from nothing..."must be the weather...." or "I'm just tired...tomorrow morning ot will be better..." the problem is that I just simply don't know exactly why they come sometimes. Maybe, and it is only a speculation, but maybe there are some personalities who are inclined to this.
Through this I understand and sorry for you. :sunny:
I wish you endurance in this part of your times covered with shadows!

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1 minute ago, Rixton said:

Sometimes I have depressive scenes too, they just come from nothing..."must be the weather...." or "I'm just tired...tomorrow morning ot will be better..." the problem is that I just simply don't know exactly why they come sometimes. Maybe, and it is only a speculation, but maybe there are some personalities who are inclined to this.
Through this I understand and sorry for you. :sunny:
I wish you endurance in this part of your times covered with shadows!

I really like that you decided to comment on here while no one else did. Really makes me feel better knowing that their are others who share my struggles from time to time. Thanks again for this! :fluttershy:

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Just now, TheTaZe said:

I really like that you decided to comment on here while no one else did. Really makes me feel better knowing that their are others who share my struggles from time to time. Thanks again for this! :fluttershy:

You don't need to thank me, I'm happy if I could help you! :squee:

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