This is more of a blog for myself to write how I am feeling right now. I feel pretty lethargic right now. The crushing loneliness I feel right now is overwhelming to be fair. My anxiety is driving my nuts and I'm just trying to keep myself together. I usually don't have episodes like this frequently but when they come, it comes at full force and it really throws me off. Sorry if I worry anyone, but I can't really explain why these happen, but they just do. I'm not going to make rash decisions like I've made in the past with other community since I feel I have enough self-control over myself to not create a scene. I have a lot of things going for me in my life, a potential for success, and I just feel crushed under all the pressure that puts on me. I've always been more of a person who observes rather than responds to things. I've somewhat changed that but I've still observed some stuff I don't particularly like. This really has nothing to do with myself but seeing people get burnt out over things is really disappointing to be fair. I've had a few close friends of mine on here that are just burnt out over everything. Anyways though, these are my thoughts right now. It might be slightly incoherent since I'm just splurging them from my mind, so don't expect to follow along
Thanks to anyone who has read this.