Verse 1:

I can’t help but to constantly feel

This pain that you won’t allow me to heal

My will to live diminishes every day

From the mean spirited comments you always say

Chorus:

Why do I feel as if I can never think?

Why do I feel like I’m always clueless?

My will to live will always shrink

As long as you keep making me feel useless.

Verse 2:

I feel so alone, like no one understands me.

I feel as if my mistakes and failures are all they see. 

I no longer feel any fear or anger or any kind of emotion, whatsoever,

Cuz my feelings have always been suppressed, always told I should never

Put my feelings ahead of anything that they feel is important

But what good will all of that be when you’re all ignorant?

You only see my undoings, failures and mistakes

That I never get the chance to show you that I have what it takes

(Chorus)

Verse 3:

Why do you expect so much of me

When I’m not even at the point of my life where you want me to be.

Like I said, I’m slowly losing my will to

Live as long as I have to always hear you

Screaming and shouting vulgar things at me

Just because things aren’t the way they’re supposed to be

(Chorus)