So I know "depressing" things are supposed to be kept in the Life Advice area so go ahead and take this down if you really feel the need. I don't think it's that serious though I just want to share how I'm feeling.
So currently I'm sitting on the floor of my room(which I never really go into anymore cuz I sleep in my sister's bedroom. She moved out) with the lights off, crying and I'm not sure why.
My brother has some friends over and I had an anxiety attack because I can't really deal with it so I went upstairs . I went into my room because I just had this feeling I needed to do something. Like something meaningful and important. All I did was draw a few stupid drawings.
Then I just felt really broken and I started crying . I'm not even really sure why. It just felt like I wanted to do so many things and make a difference but I can't. Like I'm just not good enough.
Anyways, I know people have really serious problems and actual reasons to be feelings upset or being depressed , but I feel this way and I don't even think my reasons are good enough. Everything is just not good enough. So I'm guilty for being like this even though I probably shouldn't be...
So... That's it.