Shattered Dreams

Midnight Solace

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I feel so empty. Yet full of emotion. Like the smallest thing could push me over the edge.

What are you supposed to when there's nothing but pain left inside you?

What if everything we were looking for only existed in our dreams?

How do you explain something, when you can't even understand yourself?

It's almost scary, isn't it? The way that sadness doesn't only settle in your body, but the way it completely takes over every part of you. 

The fact that, even when you're happy, that sadness is still there, lurking throughout your body, just waiting to show itself yet again.

I don't know to tell you that I'm broken, without feeling needy or selfish.

I don't know how to open up, without feeling judged.

I don't know how to cry, when my tears feel like acid.

I just need you to see that I'm hurting, without me telling you. My words are bleeding out, waiting for you to make me fine although I know that's not your job, and that you're better off without me.

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Shut up Shakespeare! 

Can you at least try to be optimist? Pls! :kindness: Like pretty please! :twi:

Many people here care about you, can you stop feeling down?

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1 hour ago, Kevin Tang said:

Shut up Shakespeare! 

Can you at least try to be optimist? Pls! :kindness: Like pretty please! :twi:

Many people here care about you, can you stop feeling down?

Sometimes we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them...

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I can understand some of your feelings here. I'm pretty emotionally drained, to the point where I haven't cried in over 2 months.

While we aren't with you, we'll always be here for you on the forum.

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I think that if the emotions are causing you suffering its better to get rid of them, i did that with mine or atleast i tried, these days my state is more like semi neutral to most if not all situations. Its pretty hard to get rid of them completely, feels more like heavy suppression or erasure if you ask me.

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when you can't even understand yourself?

i think this is the key here I've been trying to observe myself these past years to attain a better understanding of myself and my actions that has played a big part I would say in stabilizing myself and gaining better control of my actions.

 

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