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Scared


碇 シンジン

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Dunno who I am trying to fool Here as I haven't really changed much at all from those times I just threw my old mask in the trashcan and made a new one like I've always done.

Hiding behind something else because I'm too afraid to come out. Trying to act tough or caring when in reality I'm just afraid. I'm afraid of this world and people in it I've always been scared  and i thought these days i been able to move on but now I see that I been lying to myself and everyone else.

I haven't been able to move anywhere I'm still in the same spot I was in when I joined here and even before that.

What has happened is that I have been able to figure out what is going on with me. And the truth of the matter is that I'm scared but I haven't been able to accept that as I bottled up my feelings and emotions trying to get rid of them. I was running away. I couldn't face myself or my own issues. I couldn't face my fear of everything.

I don't know what direction I will end up from now on and I don't really care  what I do care about right now is that I have been able to feel more at ease by writing this 

 

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