My body and heart weren't made for this. If you could read my mind, you would be in tears.

I guess I'm just Tired. 

Tired of crying.

Tired of being laughed at. 

Tired of being made fun of.

Tired of being shamed.

Tired of being alone.

Tired of remembering.

Tired of being hurt.

Tired of being sad.

Tired of yelling.

Tired of feeling stuck.

Tired of needing help.

Tired of being ignored.

Tired of feeling unloved.

Tired of no one caring.

Tired of missing things.

Tired of being different.

Tired of feeling worthless.

Tired of feeling empty inside.

Tired of not being able to just let it go.

Tired of pretending to be happy when all I want to do is cry.

Tired of wishing I could start all over.

Tired of dreaming of a life I would never have.

But most of all, I'm Tired of being Tired.