My little Relationship Philosophy:
At least once I just want someone who I can trust even with my anxiety. For once I want someone I can laugh with and play fight without them taking offense. I want someone who knows me, someone I know. I want someone who knows they can tell me their secrets regardless. I want them to be my best friend, I want to be theirs. I want someone who can tell when I'm upset. I want someone who doesn't tell me to calm down. I want someone who I can rant to. Someone I can send funny pictures and memes to. Someone I can hug. Someone who I know will always be there for me. Someone who doesn't lie. Someone who will never judge me. Someone I know actually cares about me. Someone who doesn't forget things that matter, and if they think they might, make an effort not to. For once I want someone who loves me. For once I want someone that I can love. And when I find that someone... I'm never letting go. But I also want to be that person to someone.
I know I'm young. I know it might take a while. But mine as well start looking. Life is short ...