You were one of the first people to welcome me when I first came to this site. You are....were one of my oldest friends. We used to be close. Almost dated even. I put you in the friend zone because I didn't want to lose you like I lost so many other relationships that meant a lot. You know practically everything about me and I knew a lot about you. What hurt the most wasn't having been so close, it was having to block you so you wouldn't be able to contact me anymore. It's better this way Because this way you can't hurt me and I can get over you. This hurt worse than any break up because you had a special place in my heart. I should be scared but I'm not afraid to let anyone else get as close as you did. I'm just sad it took so long for me to leave. You can no longer ghost me because I am free. I guess this friendship meant more to me than you. I suppose that's why I'm in tears and you couldn't care less. 

Goodbye, friend.