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Quitting My Job...Again

EpicEnergy

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So this is the second time I quit a job. I actually worked only three jobs in my life so far, the first one I quit because it had harsh work conditions and the labor was too hard for me (they had me lifting 100 lbs. frequently), the second one I was laid off, and the third one I just recently quit because I couldn't keep up with the demands of the job (it demanded that I go extremely fast because it was assembly line work). Anyways, I stayed at this job for several months, but recently I noticed that they kept on telling me to go faster and that I couldn't work fast enough. So, I put in my two weeks notice to resign. I don't regret it either, the job was terrible as it had harsh work conditions like my first job, the leads would tell you to work harder and faster and if you didn't they would threaten to write you up, and the work was very boring, tedious, and repetitious. The only good things about it was that it was good pay and gave me experience on assembly lines. I was planning to switch to a certain job once I quit that one, but I haven't heard from them and it's been around two weeks or so since I last talked to someone from the job I was planning on getting. Since that didn't work out, at least not yet, now I'm sending in applications to other jobs. I'm running into numerous problems now though, it's getting close to the fall semester and I want to go back to college, but I have no idea what I want to aim for anymore, my motivation is dead, and I still have depression. If I get another job now, I might end up quitting it to go back to college, but I'm afraid I'll end up quitting college again as well because of my lack of motivation and direction. I used to want to be a computer programmer, but now I don't want to be anything. I wonder if it is just pointless to move on at all, I feel like nothing matters anyways. I'm confused, I have no idea what I believe anymore. I don't know who to trust. I used to be a Christian, but now I hate religion. I just want my life to end.

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ShadOBabe
2 minutes ago, EpicEnergy said:

*hugs back*

Thanks for the support.

I know you’re mad and sad right now, but I’ll be sure to put in a prayer for you anyway. And send you lots of hugs.

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EpicEnergy
4 minutes ago, ShadOBabe said:

I know you’re mad and sad right now, but I’ll be sure to put in a prayer for you anyway. And send you lots of hugs.

I'm just mostly sad right now, and thanks.

I hope I'm not ruining your happy mood right now by my venting. :worry:

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ShadOBabe
3 minutes ago, EpicEnergy said:

I'm just mostly sad right now, and thanks.

I hope I'm not ruining your happy mood right now by my venting. :worry:

Nah, man. The world doesn’t revolve around me. I know not everyone is gonna feel good when I do. I’m just sorry things have been so rough on you lately.

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Evil Pink One

Sup. If you think you're at the very bottom of life...then theres no other way than to go but up

...well you can go left and right.... But thats the same old boring place:)

Oh maybe you've been looking up all the time....have you tried looking down?

Usually you'll find the stairs going up by looking down

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Misty Shadow

I remember when I quit my first job at Wal-Mart because of how bad it was with overworking me. Don't exactly regret it, but I look back on it as a good wake-up call to how hard life actually is and I'm never quitting a job before I have a job again because of it. Seriously, that year and a half I spent unemployed still embarrasses me to this day. I know you're more encouraged to give up on things than ever because of how...utterly ridiculous the times have been lately, but nihilism will do nothing for you, TRUST ME. Keep working hard with your head up, we're all here for you. *hugs* 

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