Start tuning out the world, now. Go back to work and do not think about any of this crap anymore. CDC's numbers are notorious for being laughably inflated. 

https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/testing/serology-overview.html

"A positive test result shows you may have antibodies from an infection with the virus that causes COVID-19. However, there is a chance a positive result means that you have antibodies from an infection with a virus from the same family of viruses (called coronaviruses), such as the one that causes the common cold."

The world around you is always "going to suck". Only you can make life better for you. 

I don't listen to what the mass media or CDC has to say, they're just fear-mongering bullies notorious for false or exaggerated information

If I were you, I would just pull the plug on listening to what's going on in the outside world, none of that news or information will do you any good- especially for your mental health- because 99% of it is a lot bad stuff that'll leave you with anxiety. Right now you need to focus on yourself and getting yourself back on your feet and in a better place. I think your a super amazing person @EpicEnergy and while I know things are rough for you right now, things will get better. After all they do say that once you've hit your lowest point you can only go up from there, right? 

*hugs*