I have been thinking a lot these days thinking and thinking

thinking how to move my life forward and solving some of my mental problems i created by myself over the past few years i have been fixing it slowly and things are getting better i have big plans and i'm going to achieve them i have been coping for way too long I'm going to live my life to the fullest but for now small steps

Socially i still feel a little empty but knowing people like StarlightNyars and a few others and 2 irl i have been doing better i'm becoming a better person to be around and i'm proud of myself for it too i was always worried about ending up alone but that worry is going away I still wish to fix thing with a few people but i really don't know how to move forward since i put myself in a dumb and weird position *sigh*

so for the forums i felt like i should go back to who i was when i first started to get known here in 2021 I was known as FlutteringGuardian i just feel more comfortable with this profile i kinda see this in a way as a fresh start idk it only probably makes sense to me anyways i will use this as a standard profile exceptions to hollidays ofc

Idk what blogs are supposed to be actually *blushes* but i felt like this is a nice place to write stuff as i proggres in life anyways thanks for reading my first entry yay *hug*