So over the last week i was having the most frustrating week. I found out i wasn't working(trust me my workplace is awesome), and i found out that my instructors pushed their mid terms to this week. I also had a brutal math test, i was called racial slurs by random people; I also came to the realization that im just a speck of dust on the universes television. so to speak.
So i was feeling pretty bad but i soldiered on cause i tried to put my depression behind me. Then i took a swig of forbidden nectar. Things got bad from there on out. I was constantly getting trolled on various websites and felt powerless as it was happening. On top of that my hands and feet were pretty jacked up
After a while i just gave up. I did cross over to that realm of thinking. Im getting better now and should be feeling normal after a while.