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Apperantly, I'm too negative, depressed and "need to interact with other people".

Le Kvlt Dawn

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My friend keeps on telling me that I'm too negative, and that I should "stop being so pessimistic". First of all, I'm not being overly negative. Second, why the f*** would I be happy all the time? Not everything in life is worth being happy about, there are things in life that make me angry, sad, annoyed, anxious, etc.

 

So depression, I don't have it. Do some people at school think I have it? Yes, they do. I'll admit though, I might have had it in the past. About a year ago, I was picked on A LOT and on top of that, I had no friends. I still remember wanting to either kill myself or kill a bunch of people then commit suicide. Now I have a few friends, and I'm not suicidal anymore.

 

I don't like talking to other people, I'm not trying to sound like a jerk, I just prefer peace and quiet. My grandma told me "You should be more friendly and greeting of people. It looks nice". Well, I don't like to interact with people, I'm just not that kind of person. I've also met plenty of stupid people that I have no desire in being friends with. Then, there are the people who are straight up a-holes, who annoy the s*** out of me. I really don't want to associate myself either group, I'm fine with having a couple of good friends and that's about it. I really hate being in a large group of people, it really annoys me. Like I said before, I just like being alone in the quiet and I hate being around a lot of people. It makes me feel all icky and weird.

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Tia Is Best Pony

kill myself or kill a bunch of people then commit suicide" thats not somthing you should post on the internet..... but hey man i know how you feel life is a battle 

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Le Kvlt Dawn

kill myself or kill a bunch of people then commit suicide" thats not somthing you should post on the internet..... but hey man i know how you feel life is a battle 

Really? Why exactly?

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King

Depression can suck BIG time.. I went through it myself...and I don't see being a realist as being a bad thing, unless you are constantly making the worst out of everything...if you are only appropriately pessimistic then nothing is wrong with that. You dont sound suicidal to me and all you need to do is "try" to act a little happier atleast. It can help if you find something fun to do that helps keep you calm...who knows....

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Anonymous~

I'm on the same boat you were on, OP. Glad to hear everything has changed for the better.

 

Really? Why exactly?

Well, let's say you went into a hospital and yelled out loud:"I WANT TO KILL MYSELF". I suspect you'd get the same result as saying "I wanted to kill people" on the internet.

Of course, people who have been/are going through similar stuff understands, unlike the average peeps.

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Skye Starlight

Hmm. Is it strange that I know that Americans have about 75% of the population being extroverted? And really gullible at that!

 

On the other hand, Australian are split pretty mcuh 50/50! A result of not being overly extroverted is being bright enough to see through peoples words! Even look at the ponies! The smarter of each race is the more introverted one!

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Le Kvlt Dawn

Hmm. Is it strange that I know that Americans have about 75% of the population being extroverted? And really gullible at that!

 

On the other hand, Australian are split pretty mcuh 50/50! A result of not being overly extroverted is being bright enough to see through peoples words! Even look at the ponies! The smarter of each race is the more introverted one!

Hmm... 75% seems about right but, I think 80% is a more accurate guess.

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