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There really must be something wrong with me

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I was at work yesterday(Friday)and boy was I suffering. It wasn't that i hated being there, but something else was really getting to me. I was on the verge of actually crying, which i haven't done in a long time.

If you ever played Sleeping Dogs, i was like Wei Shen when he woke up from sleep halfway through the game. I was doing that pacing heavy breathing and sighing/grumbling.

So on top of fighting back tears, i was also shaking violently and very close to passing out. It got so bad a supervisor was called in to talk to me since i was scaring my co-workers. The supervisor wanted to send me home, but i refused stating i will be fine. She sent me on a break where i fought my inner demons.

The worst part of the whole ordeal was the fact that people saw me in such a disgraceful state. I, also had no one talk to which really would have helped me. It seems whenever i need a shoulder to lean on no one is there for me. I guess this is what i get for being such a cynical and nihilist person/dragon.

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THE WILD HUNT

Psalms 50:15 …call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.

 

Isaiah 55:6 Seek the LORD while he may be found;  call upon Him while He is near.

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Feather Spiral

I actually think your supervisor had the right reflex. I've found evidence of employers and supervisors who weren't so lenient, even with medical conditions for which you have a note.

As for you, well, I don't know what the problem is, so I can't help. But you need to determine why you've been feeling that way, see if you can get help (professional or not) and work on improving.

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TailsIsNotAlone

I don't have a Bible verse for you, I hope that's okay.

 

What I do have is actual understanding. I've been there. Had a very similar feeling several times at work, almost crying and everything. The last time was just a few days ago; not fun. You should talk to someone directly about what's troubling you, maybe a psychologist. If your attitude toward life leads you to distrust or avoid people, that may be costing you the emotional stability that would prevent these near-breakdowns.

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