Jump to content
Banner by ~ Ice Princess Silky
  • entries
    44
  • comments
    102
  • views
    16,232

This black cloud follows me


Rainbow    Dash

684 views

This day has been full of disappointment, and depressing undertones. It all started so well too. Practically destroyed in Battlefield 3 and later played it with some fellow Bronies. I got asked to run some errands which made me put my fun on hold.

 

That's when hell started. Bad drivers and some gang member following me put me in a bad mood. I went to Carl's Jr. to get a Jim Beam Bourbon burger. It sorta helped my mood since those things are divine.

 

Thats when my mood worsened. With talk of putting my dog down that i had since i was 5 I became depressed. What's more is that my Grandma keeps talking as if she is ready to die. Like thats something i wanted to deal with all day.

 

Then, all my friends canceled their plans to hang out with me. It was something I was looking forward to since last week. Cue the sad music that I have on my Pandora. Slept for a little while, and thats when i had a dream.

 

I dreamt that all my friends,family and even internet friends set up some elaborate event where they all insulted me and finished their speech with "i was only pretending to like you."

 

woke up with tears in my eyes and blood all over me. turns out i coughed throughout my sleep and coughed hard enough to the point where blood came out.

 

I took a vicodin thinking it would help my throat. Turns out the Vicodin was extra strength. I guess i cant handle that cause now im spiraling into a mix of depression and anger.

0 Comments


Recommended Comments

There are no comments to display.

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Join the herd!

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
×
×
  • Create New...