Welp, I did something moronic: I smoked marijuana. I got introduced to this stuff while i was working at the county amusement park. I worked with a laid back, seemingly nice guy. He asked me one day "Do I smoke the ganja?"

I said, "maybe"

That was my first mistake. I should have said no but i wanted everyone to like me...think i was a cool person. I know now it was a stupid way to think. A few days later he asked a favor of me. I was to take him to get his car since it had been towed. As payment, I would get to smoke with him.

When we got his car, I was invited in. We drove around to find a remote place to smoke. We finally pulled over near some houses where there was no streetlights to illuminate the inside of his car. He rolled a blunt and we passed it back and forth. It was a nice experience.

Fast forward to a month ago: I was in a doctors office trying to get a medical card. After the whole process of telling him why it would be good for me, the doctor signed the certificate saying this medical marijuana would be good for me. At first everything was going great. I'd take the medication-to help me calm down and be happy about myself- and i would be fine. For about three weeks, i was doing great. Then my weak mind told me to smoke some more to live up to what i thought were peoples expectations of me.

That was a mistake as I did "one toke" too many. I started tripping out and eventually got scared. I vowed off the stuff. Then, i let myself down. I over-medicated once more. This time i didn't notice anything. That is until i started thinking too deeply into myself which caused my brain to stay awake.

From the beginning, I didn't know much about this stuff. I didn't know how much i needed to take and how to take it effectively. Because of this, I did stupid things that damaged me internally.

Currently, I am going through the detox stage. This stage includes Insomnia, which i'm struggling with right now. My friend told me I would be fine after three days since the stuff would leave my body, but he is only speaking from experience. I am starting to feel some of it wearing off. My heads clearer and im talking more, but i still cant fall asleep.

Let this blog be a warning to everyone: Never to drugs of any kind no matter what others might say.