Focus, i never felt i head any kind of focus in my life what so ever. And do wonder how have affected me as a person, has it been for better our the worse? To be honest, i have no clue. But wonder what would become of me if head one mine thing i spent all my energy at as young school student. And wonder where would be if i head a one track mind?

Some time could probably use bit of focus. But i do believe wouldn't be same person i am now, if weren't for my chaotic past.