The story of losing two friends.
Entry posted by Maxos
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You may look and decide for yourself who and what are at fault. This is the full cover and history of what happened in this whole ordeal, at least on my end. Please be respectful of the individuals involved. Thank you.
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When you know someone else is talking through one of your accounts. Ya know ya friend well ^,^
11/18, 5:08pm
What?
11/18, 5:34pm
Dion was trying to fool meh on LoL on your Red Rooster52 account. And ah seen ya joined TS but Ah just got back from dinner
Ah caught on quick when Dion started talking acting like you.
11/18, 5:58pm
Be sure to tell Dion he lost what little respect he gained/had. Ah very much tolerated him at your birthday for you but sorry ta say Ah ain't hanging around him anymore
11/18, 5:59pm
Lol your too funny that was me
11/18, 6:00pm
Mah comment still stand
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11/18, 6:00pm
Dion was not over.
Lol thats mean.
11/18, 6:01pm
you were ta meh so it might as well reflect on someone Ah don't like :I
reflect it*
11/18, 6:02pm
Well then I dont think nobody should deserve that kind of hatred. To a guy who thinks he knows all thats just jerkish.
11/18, 6:04pm
Assuming that you're implying me, not sure how to respond to being called a jerk.
Please think about what you say next. Because not only have you set me up, lied, focus my "hate" on somebody else but also called me a jerk.
11/18, 6:07pm
Well if the shoe fits.
11/18, 6:09pm
You really don't know what you just did, do you?
I won't even bother
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November 19, 2013
Katie wants to come over to your house and hang out, bringing me along with her.
Might as well get this out.
From your point of view, I understand that you think of me as a jerk correct? By me having the wish to no longer hang out with Dion. Now from my understanding I said nothing to you, called you anything, or hurt you in anyway shape or form. But rather you naturally defending your friend I assume.
Dion and me have had bad blood from the start, he himself never said sorry for what he did to me and I could of been hurt, resulting in my father working alone on the farm at harvest season.
Whether or not you wish to respect my decision based out of the provided situation. You caused a lot of harm towards me last night.
You called me gay, but even I shrug that off right now because that's what we do all the time is call each other that since I like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. But what really got me was the fact you took it to another level, making me believe it was someone else on your account and acting much more rude. As a result, you further toyed with me when you said it was really you, making me believe it was Dion and twisting my words and turning the tables into making me look like a jerk from saying Dion lost what little respect he had left from me and I didn't want to hang out with him anymore.
After some review: You lied to me, put someone else into what shouldn't be theirs to be concerned with and called me a jerk.
You've always had that one thing about you that always seem to be first in any given situation. A wall that I, nor do I want to break down. Whether it be pride or a sort of ego of yours. I know for a fact you won't say sorry for what you did to me last night and I certainly am not going to do it for you.
You've always done this. For example, you've never took the time to listen to my cries of sorrow and shame, you never been there for me other than play games and fool around. You've always and never did stop pointing out other peoples flaws, whether they are true or not. Gossip, its all that it is and I am sick of it. Henry and Branden fell victim to not just you, but by me as well because I only wanted to agree and be on your good side. But now I see everything I tried to do for you was in vein as you can't help but play this same game of yours against your own, what some would call, brother, after all the time we spent together.
As a side note. You can't deny that you said so yourself that you didn't want these two boys and that I wanted them back, because I actually cared about them, unlike you.
So I am done. You aren't gonna say sorry and I am not gonna wait for it either. If Katie comes over to your place, have fun, because I am staying home.
11/19, 12:02pm
I'm sorry for acting like a jerk yestaurday. It was because I felt like crap because my best friend is in the hospital and is probably going to pass away I know I shouldn't of snapped at you and I'm sorry for it. I don't know why I did that and what was going through my mind. But all I want to say is that I'm sorry and I shouldn't of done that. Because in the end your my only friend who will truly listen to me and instead of calling you a jerk I should of asked for your help. I'm sorry.
11/19, 12:28pm
Ah am surprised, but then again only something of that nature would provoke that in the first place.. Who is your friend?..
11/19, 1:30pm
Nick pityn. But thanks for understanding it means a lot sorry for getting mad you didn't deserve it I'm gals I have a friend like you.
11/19, 1:46pm
Must be a friend of yours that moved away Ah assume?.. Anyway, Ah am here if you need. But Take Care, after this upset, Ah've come to realize a few things and Ah will be more aware of what and how you say things. You cut this generous rope ah gave you all these years more then half last night.
11/19, 9:33pm
And for what stupid reason why Ah didn't say it yet, Ah forgive you and am sorry if Ah caused any harm.
11/19, 9:36pm
Well thank you.
Ill be on ts after this match.
11/19, 9:37pm
Ah removed you from mah contacts on LoL just now after talking to Henry
henry too*
11/19, 10:16pm
Add meh when ya feel ya done keep secrets. Maxos: "What are ya talking to Scott on?"
Hydra: "cant say"
11/19, 10:17pm
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After a bit of time Ah had a conversation with Hydra again on Skype.
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[11/21/2013 4:44:21 AM] Black/Blood Hydra: ya know u didnt have to defriend me on lol i was in a game and if ya want to talk to scott plz do it yourself and if he doesnt want to give him time k?
[11/21/2013 12:59:57 PM] Maxos: It's something else than what you might think Henry. Ah've noticed that you and scott connect on a private level, which Ah respected for quite sometime. Meh and scott recently had a fight. We sorted things out now. But Ah stated to Scott, and Ah quote:
"Anyway, Ah am here if you need. But Take Care, after this upset, Ah've come to realize a few things and Ah will be more aware of what and how you say things. You cut this generous rope ah gave you all these years more then half last night."
Ah then asked you a simple question that gave meh the real answer Ah was seeking, and that was if you would tell the true and Ah would leave ya alone all the same. Or that you would keep a secret that is obivously bond to you by Scott.
Ah am done with Scott's, how should Ah say, life style.
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You've already read this.
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Tommy: "Katie wants to come over to your house and hang out, bringing me along with her.
Might as well get this out.
From your point of view, I understand that you think of me as a jerk correct? By me having the wish to no longer hang out with Dion. Now from my understanding I said nothing to you, called you anything, or hurt you in anyway shape or form. But rather you naturally defending your friend I assume.
Dion and me have had bad blood from the start, he himself never said sorry for what he did to me and I could of been hurt, resulting in my father working alone on the farm at harvest season.
Whether or not you wish to respect my decision based out of the provided situation. You caused a lot of harm towards me last night.
You called me gay, but even I shrug that off right now because that's what we do all the time is call each other that since I like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. But what really got me was the fact you took it to another level, making me believe it was someone else on your account and acting much more rude. As a result, you further toyed with me when you said it was really you, making me believe it was Dion and twisting my words and turning the tables into making me look like a jerk from saying Dion lost what little respect he had left from me and I didn't want to hang out with him anymore.
After some review: You lied to me, put someone else into what shouldn't be theirs to be concerned with and called me a jerk.
You've always had that one thing about you that always seem to be first in any given situation. A wall that I, nor do I want to break down. Whether it be pride or a sort of ego of yours. I know for a fact you won't say sorry for what you did to me last night and I certainly am not going to do it for you.
You've always done this. For example, you've never took the time to listen to my cries of sorrow and shame, you never been there for me other than play games and fool around. You've always and never did stop pointing out other peoples flaws, whether they are true or not.
Gossip, its all that it is and I am sick of it. (part of this has been removed for your sake, as ignorance would be bliss for you Henry.)
So I am done. You aren't gonna say sorry and I am not gonna wait for it either. If Katie comes over to your place, have fun, because I am staying home."
Scott: "I'm sorry for acting like a jerk yestaurday. It was because I felt like crap because my best friend is in the hospital and is probably going to pass away I know I shouldn't of snapped at you and I'm sorry for it. I don't know why I did that and what was going through my mind. But all I want to say is that I'm sorry and I shouldn't of done that. Because in the end your my only friend who will truly listen to me and instead of calling you a jerk I should of asked for your help. I'm sorry."
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Start again here.
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conversation continued with smaller sentences and feelings of pitty were swamped through mah mind and Ah understood what he was going through. What Ah quoted earlier was included in those messages
So Henry, sorry ya ended up being part of this in the way ya have, because Ah can't take this sort of treatment of gossip, secrets and betrayel from mah own friends.
Ah only removed both of you on LoL because it seems you two enjoy each other. Plus what all Ah just said. If either of you wish ta talk, Ah am open to that because, as Ah said, Ah forgave Scott for what he did. Ah am just being a lot more strict because of those events prior to meh removing ya on LoL.
[11/21/2013 10:23:20 PM] Black/Blood Hydra: well srry to here all that i know the feeling of being backstabbed (and those jokes i say, i say those things for fun not to insult or hurt ya) and if ya want to talk im here ya know
[11/21/2013 10:28:24 PM] Maxos: Ah will accept ya friend request if you so wish, just don't be keeping secrets and taking after Scott or meh. Because Ah am done with that. Just bloody be honest and Ah'll respect that.
[11/21/2013 10:28:55 PM] Black/Blood Hydra: alright can do
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This was the last thing any really happened, Ah've been in the dark for a very long time and ignored even after Ah speak with them. And now Ah've learned something from mah friend Christian who was suicidal and then ran away from home, resulting in him being disowned. He told meh and put the last pieces of the puzzle together for meh and explained that Scott has a horrible grudge against meh and doesn't want anything ta do with meh.
If it's indeed for removing him on LoL and accusing him of keeping secrets, Then Ah am done and fed up with Scott and have nothing to do with him. He's only caused great distress and driving all mah friends away from meh, God only knows what he is telling them.
Or, if he is defending yet another friend from meh from what Ah am not aware mah actions, due to the lack of communication. If Ah personally hurt someone, Ah want to know and Ah personally will say sorry because Ah did it. Ah am responsible for mah actions and will submit saying sorry. But Ah can't do that if Ah am disconnected in such a manner....
Ah highly guess that Ah've hurt Henry with out knowing it since Christian vaguely suggested Scott disconnected and took Henry's side. To which Ah was never ever made aware of till as of yesterday.
If so, Ah am completely at fault and Wish Henry would of just said something. Now Ah am given no choice once again and lost two very close friends of mine that Ah will never forget. Ah am deeply sorry Henry if ya are reading this. Ah have been always there for ya and Ah can only wish Ah can be still...
- Maxos
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