Good on you for coming out. I know it could sometimes be hard for someone to discover themselves in different ways, especially under certain circumstances, but you should be proud about how you feel towards others. I know that it was hard for me to accept that I like guys the same way I liked girls, but a friend I met on this forum helped me discover that side of me. (Shoutout to Your Nightly Spectre for helping me discover this) It’s a long story that I’m not gonna go into too much detail about. But, i’ve strangely found myself rather attracted to a few guys in my life in recent years, and it felt weird, but also right. The point is, you should be proud of how you feel towards others.