Zoop

Exactly how I feel at times. Sometimes, it just hits me, and when it does, it hits me like a mac-truck, but it hurts even more. And then I start hating on myself, undermining my ideas and my very own being, and feel the need to hurt myself.

Luckily, it doesn't happen all the way too often. But it's impossible to get away from, either way. Thank god I have this forum and its community of members.

I do have MSN should you feel the need to just vent. No idea how much help I would've been, since I really stink at comforting others, but it's always nice to have someone to talk with, either way.

Sure, z0pharx@gmail.com is my account

It'll be a while before I'll be around on it today though