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you answered yourself, maybe it was better that way, see it as a mid hiatus. Not a break up, when your life gets back in track you'll get together

I see it that way and it's keeping me at least a bit optimistic. I just hope that I'll get myself together and become more organized. Tried before to be less chaotic but never really succeeded

give it time, I just hope this is not an excuse from her for wanting to date somepony else...I've seen these things ;_;