LittleSis

I wear concealer under my eyes or else I look like a zombie. Aside from that, none at all--unless I'm going onstage. I find that a lot of times, wearing makeup makes me look worse than no makeup. Plus it's a pain to take off and it's really bothersome because I wear contacts.

As a performer, when I have shows coming up I get really terrible stress dreams that some part of a performance has changed or I have to learn new lines or things get messed up during/right before a show. My most recent one was over a show that won't happen until May that I am choreographing a dance for. I dreamt it was the day of the show and my dance group was going on in 20 minutes. The piece isn't even half choreographed and I haven't taught any of it to my dancers. So throughout the dream I was desperately trying to teach and create the dance along with getting costumes and music set up. I have had a couple dreams where I was a secret agent and I had to chase people down or solve some big mystery. I remember in one of them I was chasing after a man and he jumped out of the 20th story of a building through the roof of another building and I jumped down after him, went through the roof, hit the ground, felt no pain, got right back up and kept chasing him. I have never dreamt about ponies. I wish I would though.

As I recently re-watched Fantasia and Fantasia 2000 for the millionth time, I was wondering what scenes/songs are everybody's favorites? In each option I've included the name of the song, the composer, and a brief summary of the scene. I remember the last post I saw about a Disney-related topic was pretty well received...Please vote!!

Well I am currently single but last Valentine's Day I was not. So this year is definitely going to be a bad one. What are your plans for Valentine's Day? Go to school, go to musical rehearsals, go to dance class, avoid ex at all costs, eat any/all candy, cookies, brownies etc offered to me, try not to punch couples in the face, try not to get too pissed at "OMG it's VALENTINE'S DAY" statuses, try not to cry too hard at night (lots of fun, yes?) What's the most romantic thing you've ever done? (Or want to do) Haha romantic...? I have never done anything too romantic. Not really the romantic type. If I were more comfortable being in a relationship with someone, maybe I'd do something. But since almost all the guys in my life fit wonderfully into the friendzone I would find pretty much anything romantic to be creepy and/or just plain weird. What is your dream date? Something insanely casual. Just being able to hold hands with someone, walk on a trail or around town, and TALK. A nonstop conversation ranging from deeply intellectual/philosophical to plain goofy and hilarious. Call me crazy but like I said...I'm not the romantic type. What is your significant other like? OR What is your dream girl/guy like? Ah...the ever-elusive dream guy...I don't know. What we all want I guess...attractive, smart, funny... I want someone who accepts me for who I am and what I like to do (including MLP--he doesn't have to be a brony though). Someone who I can talk to and who will listen and want to talk to me. And someone who is honest. For Christ's sake where did all the honest people go?

Anne Hathaway minus the pixie cut. I like her long hair way better. I think she is SOO beautiful and her smile makes me want to cry. She has gorgeous eyes too. She was awesome in Les Mis...God that woman can SING!!! I've been told I look like Troian Bellisario who plays Spencer on Pretty Little Liars...I don't really see it though

I collect frogs. Not live ones but ceramic, beaded, plush, glass, etc frogs. Right now I have 32 frogs. These are some of my favorites: The pink and green one in the middle was my first frog I also collect glass Coke bottles. I only have 5 though, and my rule for those is that I have to be the one to drink the Coke if I keep the bottle.

I am also a ballet dancer, I've been doing ballet for about 12 years now. I would really love to branch out and do some jazz and modern dance. I've done a little of those but want to do more. Also, I am currently in the musical Pippin which was choreographed by Bob Fosse. His style of dance is incredibly fun and looks really cool too. I also love the type of dancing that Michael Jackson more or less invented...major props to people who can dance like that because it is NOT EASY.

Pain--Especially a painful death. Not death itself but the pain that would go with it. It's strange because I am so afraid of pain, yet I don't know the full extent of it. I've never even broken a bone. The worst I've done has been to sprain my foot or to pull a bike on top of me and bruise my shin bone. Losing a friend--Not in the sense of "I don't want to be your friend anymore" but that they had died. I almost lost a very close friend of mine to suicide so now I'm incredibly paranoid. If people even joke about self harm or suicide around me I get really uncomfortable. I also get really worried if I don't hear from someone after texting them or leaving a message. I expect people get annoyed with my clingy-ness. Getting stuck in a rut--yeah this is actually a really bad fear for me. Nothing would be worse than to live my life doing the same thing every day. I want to have a change of scenery pretty frequently. That's part of the reason why I want to be an actress. People in performing arts move around a lot. New things to see and do all the time. No desk jobs for me!

My parents came close to naming me Johanna (my real name is Becca) I don't plan on getting married I have no problem being in tight spaces but I get seriously claustrophobic in large crowds of people I internet stalk people. A lot. I don't know how to get angry with someone

I'm a theater kid and nowadays in the theater business you GOTTA be able to sing. Naturally, I have zero talent in terms of singing (my voice teacher has told me it's because I'm too skinny) but I take voice lessons now and I think I'm at least halfway decent. I'm an alto which means I sing the lower notes for girls and hitting high notes is a challenge. I'm currently in our school's musical as ensemble and the show has a lot of crazy harmonies for the chorus. It's certainly a challenge but it's very fun. So in answer to the question: No, I can't sing but I pretend I can and that's good enough for most people

Hey me too! I've heard that us coloradans don't pronounce our T's enough. Usually if a word has "nt" (for instance "mouNTains" or "tweNTy") we don't enunciate the T. In terms of my accents, I have an American accent but I can do a British, Russian, and semi-decent French accent

I don't mind it if people forget my birthday. Honestly, it doesn't phase me a bit. I never question a person's friendship or loyalty if they forget my birthday. But apparently that's a big deal for some people. I know people who get really hurt and kind of offended if I forget their birthday. Now, granted, it's cool to remember birthdays. Especially for family, a best friend, a boyfriend/girlfriend and other *very* special people. But what about your other friends? Maybe people you don't see as much? Is it fair to expect everyone you're friends with to remember your birthday? Should you get offended or question a friend's loyalty if they forget? Anybody else get the cold shoulder for forgetting a birthday? ^(guideline questions...but feel free to bring up anything that applies)

When people pop their knuckles or other joints When people walk really slowly down the hallways The smell of cigarettes Girls who shave half their heads (seriously ladies...it doesn't look good) Gauges (again...they don't look good, and it's kinda gross) Duck-face photos When my iPod or cell phone is running dangerously low on batteries--I get paranoid about when it's gonna die Swear word "replacements" (darn=damn, fudge=fuck, shoot=shit, etc) When other people get freaked out about blood Perfume When a song comes on and people say "This is my song!!" (it is not YOUR song unless you wrote it. please get over yourself) Colds Wearing glasses (contact lenses saved my life) When girls say "I am so fat" even though they are really skinny and they know it When people say something is "too mainstream" and therefore they cannot like it Girls who are going for that scene/goth/emo look and clip TAILS to their belt loops (what is that even? honestly...I don't understand the thought process behind wearing a TAIL)