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SCS

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  1. Definitely wrath. I'm the angriest person I know. Other than that, the deadly sins I have the most trouble with are the following, first being the one I have trouble with the most after wrath: Sloth Envy Pride Gluttony Greed Lust I still have a huge problem with everything on this list though, even the lower-ranked ones. I am not a good person, but I'm able to control myself 99% of the time.
  2. I love snow, it's absolutely beautiful. I'm still glad it's Spring now though because I'm tired of the cold weather.
  3. No one. I'm actually dating someone, but sometimes I'm not sure if I'm truly happy in the relationship I'm in.
  4. My family, my true friends, and a small number of people I don't know but respect.
  5. I miss summer vacation a ton but I don't know how much of one I'll have. I'm about to graduate from high school so I have a ton of work and preparation I'll need to do for college this summer, in addition to the fact that I'm trying to get a job as soon as possible.
  6. Action. You can say whatever the fuck you want, but if you don't back it up with action your words quickly lose meaning and credibility.
  7. I often have to count things out in my head in a vain attempt to stave off overwhelming anxiety. I often try to avoid numbers like 3, 6, 9, 11, and any combinations of these numbers. Logically I know that there's nothing wrong with these numbers, but there's something wrong with my brain that causes me to feel an indescribable horror when I don't avoid these numbers. OCD is one of many things that makes life a living hell.
  8. I actually love my first name. Not gonna say what it is, but it's actually pretty unique and I'm very happy with it. If you happen to know what my first name is, please have respect for my privacy and don't tell anyone what it is.
  9. This assumes that the capability of our computers is the most powerful and advanced any computer could ever possibly become, and that's not true.
  10. Hype can be fun but it also carries an extra risk of disappointment. The higher your expectations are for something, the more disappointment you can feel if it doesn't turn out the way you hoped it would. That being said, I still think it's worth it to be optimistic, albeit while exercising some caution.
  11. I hug my parents on a daily basis. I almost never hug anyone else. There are a few people I've met here I'd love to hug IRL because of how much I've come to love them, but that's about it.
  12. I've said some pretty horrible things to people before. They usually have to do something to really hurt me to get me to really let them have it, but it's happened before. And I'm not hurt easily these days at all. Most of the time I ignore people who piss me off because they aren't worth my time. I've almost gotten into a few fights at school before. That's about it.
  13. That sucks man. To be honest I've gotten into the habit of punching myself and other objects pretty hard on a regular basis out of frustration and anger, but I do it in my room where no one can see me because of issues like that.
  14. I have had cute dreams before but it's been a very long time. The last cute dream I can recall involved me being able to talk to my stuffed animals, and I think I had that dream over 10 years ago. I still have some beautiful dreams, but unfortunately they are pretty few and far between. I described what was probably the most beautiful dream I've had anytime recently in this blog post. Most of my dreams these days involve intense stress and/or graphic violence. Pretty sure I had a dream last night that I got executed via gunshot numerous times.
  15. I'm not afraid of it, no. In fact I love it as long as it's not used in an excessive amount.
  16. FYI, nuclear warfare is still here and it never left. Laws don't mean shit, especially for the people most inclined to wipe anyone out using nuclear weapons. They can and will do whatever they want as long as they can afford it and as long as no one is willing to stop them.
  17. Depends on many factors. I would certainly not want to be immortal in this world. Fuck that. I would not want to outlive my family or friends, and I would not want to have to be here forever.
  18. I love watching MLP, listening to music, and watching movies. I also mainly use the internet, particularly MLPF, reddit, youtube, vice, cracked, roblox, and a few other sites. I also chat with people on skype a lot. I also do martial arts regularly, and I enjoy weight lifting, riding my bike, and swimming. I also like to read and write, and do math.
  19. Look out for detox

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    2. SCS

      SCS

      u ok matey?

    3. Geek0zoid

      Geek0zoid

      I'm a bit angry right now, but yeah.

    4. SCS

      SCS

      i'm angry too mate

  20. SCS

    general media Guilty Pleasures

    TV: Any kind of reality TV show. I am well aware of how stupid and shallow they can be, but I often find them entertaining nonetheless. Music: Some of the more violent stuff by D12, Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, etc. I know it's bad shit and I probably shouldn't listen to it but sometimes I feel like it just understands how horrible I can feel. And it doesn't judge me for it. It just allows me to feel my feelings until they run out of steam. Films: Most Lars Von Trier films, Tarantino films, and anything heavily involving torture or other forms of graphic, gratuitous, senseless violence. Similar story to the one for music. Books: Anything by Vonnegut. Depressing as hell but angry and sarcastic in a way that just feels so satisfying sometimes.
  21. I practice Songham Taekwondo as a member of the American Taekwondo Association. I've been doing taekwondo since I was around 8 years old, possibly younger, so I've been doing it for at least 10 years. I achieved the rank of 3rd degree black belt decided in April 2012 if I remember correctly, which is the highest rank you're allowed to have as a minor. I'm old enough to test for 4th degree black belt decided now, but I don't feel like I'm ready for the next level of material yet. I'm actually only starting to get down some of the harder moves we learn at the 3rd degree level. I also haven't done all of my midterm testings yet, because I have high expectations for myself and I just haven't met them yet.
  22. I really don't give a fuck whether or not anyone wants to use gay as an insult. It's just a word, and I think time would be better spent teaching people not to care about what anyone thinks about them, especially when said person is an idiot and/or whatever they have to say is completely stupid. I think there are a lot bigger problems we should be focusing on right now, like ISIS. Words don't kill people, IEDs and machetes do.
  23. According to this random quiz I took, I'm Phosphorous:
  24. In terms of jokes, certain songs, and other fictional things that aren't intended to be taken seriously, I think that anything that goes too far is anything violent, sexual, or otherwise inappropriate involving kids, as well as anything that makes fun of real-life disasters (both natural and man-made). Other than that, though, I don't really care. I watch movies rated R or worse all the time, and I listen to extremely violent, explicit, profane gangster rap all the time. I've also spent a considerable amount of time looking at real-life gore and violence in an attempt to desensitize myself in case I ever decide to join the military or end up in a medical profession. Almost nothing phases me anymore.
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