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Everything posted by Fluttershyfan94
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I remember when you couldn't talk about certain things in a status update, reason I was gone for a long time on here is because of an attempt at ending something that I survived UwU yet I keep asking myself why. Had to write a blog about it at the time just to be able to tell friends on here. Doubt most of them read it. Not to mention calling it a mental breakdown at the time I still ask who I am feels like a dead person walking still sometimes like it isn't me that survived that I'm watching someone. Wooaah deep thoughts dudes that is what happens when you drink coffee after six pm uwu.
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I relate.
I made the same attempt years ago and survived by sheer luck. And I’ve had the exact feelings you feel ever since.
Im trying to get better though. Been getting help for a year and a half almost now. Still not feeling great, but the misery I feel now isn’t near as overpowering as it was then.
I hope you get better soon. These feelings suck, and I’d never even wish it on my worst enemy.
*hugs*
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Oh I do feel better though yes sorry to hear that. What you say is exactly that. To me it is the question of why. Sometimes you don't feel it is you somehow.
*Hugs*.
That said I do feel much better today then back then yet there's always this thought of who are you and why are you still here somehow. I suppose in a sense when you try to end it you actually do end something and we look ahead while being still ourselves.
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My sister: It's weird seeing you as an uwu boi version of yourself again. Me: uwu.
Everyone else: You took the beard why it was sexy.
Grow it back.
Yas life is filled with choices my dudes.