Sepia-chan

Oh no, it's all good. I think you're, well, wrong. Having an older sibling is only good if they were born as someone you can trust. I have a good relationship with both of mine (I'm the youngest), but I don't connect with them, and I'd in no way be able to talk to them about anything serious. Maybe it's just a special case with me though.

Also, you're girl on girl, so I wouldn't know how that relationship works. I guess an older sister for a sister might work differently, but idk.

Well, that was because I used to identify as a female, gonna change that now..

But anyway, when I see younger siblings having good relationships with their older sister, it makes me sad that I don't have anyone like that in my life.