I feel like it has come to the point where teen lives are doomed to be miserable. Especially those like me and many others on this forum. It is heartbreaking.
I suffer to this day buddy, you just have to keep fighting it no matter what the cost, even at the critical moments, you can't give up, and that's why I'm still here.
Trust me, being a teenager sucks. But also trust me as someone who recently escaped from that stage in life that it DOES get better. For now, unfortunately, you just kind of have to roll with the punches. Best of luck to you.