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  1. Sleep mode engaged.

  2. Pulling a Pinkie Pie since a few days ago.

  3. Damn, the new Sonic game is a Wii U exclusive. Now I HAVE to get that console. Sorry PS4. You're taking a backseat for now.

    1. BoopMan

      BoopMan

      Looks awesome!

  4. A new Sonic the Hedgehog game was announced. Sonic Lost Worlds is a Wii U and 3DS exclusive coming sometime this year. It has been compared to Sonic Xtreme and Super Mario Galaxy. I am incredibly excited for it. What are your thoughts.
  5. HOLY SHIT NEW SONIC GAME ANNOUNCED WOOOOO *fangasm*

    1. ~Silver Essence~

      ~Silver Essence~

      I'm excited as well!

    2. ActFast231

      ActFast231

      Mario Galaxy+Sonic+Parkour=A reason to buy a Wii U

  6. took a walk to clear my head...kind of worked. I just feel numb now

  7. My brother can be a major pot-stirring prick

  8. Well, looks like I need to sleep now. Goodnight you glorious bastards, you.

  9. Hmm...I should find someone with TM experience. I have never ran a RP before

  10. There would be panic, as the non bronies would wonder what the hell is happening. The world governments would meet at the UN and discuss how to revert it or cope with it. Scientist would research the cause and see about reversing. Meanwhile, the police would have to calm the panicking and rioting public and maintain control. Those of us that know would likely relish the turn, and refuse any treatment. Technology would need to be adapted to accommodate hooves. Those with wings or horns would learn to use their abilities, though some would abuse it for bad intents. Life and society would pause for a while.
  11. Insanity: Posting the definition of insanity over and over again, expecting a different response :)

    1. Friendship_Cannon

      Friendship_Cannon

      I am insane, and I approve

  12. Thinking of making an adventure RP. SOON.....maybe

  13. This is really nice. It does seem Twilicorn like in nature, as immortality is not as amazing as it is made to be. Fantastic work here.
  14. Tulpas fascinate me. But I don't want to make one until I am absolutely sure its what I want, or its a good idea. It does seem rather permanent...

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    2. longgone

      longgone

      Would the sentiment being also not like it if you were treating as such. I mean, if you tried to fade it, but gave up and let it come back, would it not like you because it knew you tried to get rid of it?

    3. ActFast231

      ActFast231

      I know there is a thread for this, but you know, whatever. I guess what I am saying is that I am not making a tulpa until I am absolutely sure that I am ready to spend my life with this thing, and treat it as a companion and a living being, not a toy for my entertainment.

    4. longgone
  15. I'm boooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrred *incoherent whining*

  16. @, As much a I want to post, I can't put Crystal a day ahead of everyone, and Nexus is in a spot where Glaceon needs to respond, and he has been inactive for days now. So I am stuck
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    2. Sky Warden

      Sky Warden

      I recently tried Windows again, and it was the worst computing experience I've ever experienced. XD

    3. ActFast231

      ActFast231

      Eh, it isn't that bad. In other news, I just defragged my computer for the first time since I got it 9 months ago. It took 5 hours to finish.

    4. Viscra Maelstrom

      Viscra Maelstrom

      Linux seems useful if you're a programmer that wants full control over what you do, but for me, there's simply too much software on Windows that makes every other OS obsolete for me. it's hard to change something you've used since Windows 95.

  17. I hate it when I get sharp pains in my chest that make breathing painful and moving near impossible. At least it doesn't happen often...

  18. @@LatinoChurro, I would look into Affliction of the Heart on FIMFiction. It is 3 stories, and it is essentially a romance involving a changeling protagonist I highly recommend it...unless you don't like the feels. In which case...read it anyway. Still worth it.
  19. So Apparently I have had my computer for 9 months and never de fragged it, so it looks like my computer is going to be out of commission for a whilre. Posts may suck due to the PS3 browser I am using right now

  20. OK, thats it. I have had it up to here with damned apathy. How do I get rid of this stupid thing?

  21. I should apologize for how whiny this blog is. I wrote it at 2 in the morning while I was really depressed. I am fine now, but I suppose the issues here are still valid. I could've just formated them better. Apologies.
  22. Made a blog. Made an entry into said blog. Going to bed. Night

  23. This is my first entry into my more serious blog. I will post here when I got more mature matters to speak of that would be inappropriate for my silly fun blog. Well, lately, I have been falling back into the vices of depression, and I think several factors have contributed and have made me realize things about myself. I am not in a good place now. I am managing diabetes poorly, I am failing everything in school with 15 days to get up, and I can't crackdown because I find myself deep in apathy. I can't find the motivation to do anything productive. And I will probably fail the 10th grade for it. It is this overwhelming nature in life that I find myself getting depressed. For the obvious reasons, and for a more stupid one. I was a Sonic fan years before I was a brony. I had daydreams and fantasies of being in that world, doing awesome stuff like that. And now I fantasize about being in Equestria. Not as a human either. Mainly as a griffon. And I have these daydreams of a peaceful life there and find myself getting depressed that that will never happen. It is stupid to get depressed about that, but I can't help it. Then there was Key Gear's resignation and how all these people are really good friends with him, and I only really talked to him I think twice, and I realized I don't have any friends at all. Not really. I share a laugh with a few people, have a good time RPing, but I never message these people or chat with them outside of that. So now it seems like I have no IRL friends or online friends. I have a few contacts on Skype, most of them being offline all the time. The only people that are consistently online are the people I added during the Skype call in Marco's stream. And whenever I try to message one of them, I can't think of anything to say. So really, it is like not having any contacts. Because I am too anxious to message anyone. This wasn't the only thing that Key Gear's resignation showed me though. He was dealing with a lot of personal grief and stress, so he needed a break to regain strength. I asked myself if I would do the same in his shoes. I wouldn't. And I realized why. He has self worth. I don't. I have no respect for myself. I love making others happy, and making their lives better, but have a low opinion of myself. So in Key's position, I would've worked to bring happiness to others until I was a broken shell of myself. Because again, no self worth. Just take my happiness and energy. Not like I am making good use of it. But I can't code worth shit, and got a pretty crappy computer, couple that with several other factors, and I feel helpless to help anyone. I can't even do that. Sometimes, I just feel worthless. Like I am just consuming resources and money. Maybe that is why I want to be a mod. So I can at least have SOME worth. So I can help in some fashion So I am not completely worthless. I just want to be able to do something productive for once in my pathetic life. Even now I am just bitching on a forum with people I shouldn't be weighing down with my own petty problems. But here I am, doing it anyway, because, despite my best efforts, I am a selfish lazy asshole. Might as well post this, seeing as it is near 2500 characters. TL;DR I have no friends, self worth, or usefulness. And am swimming in self pity like an asshole.
  24. Curiosity has gotten the better of me: What's up with all the Eevee evolutionary profiles? And there sigs link each other...What is this, Pokemon Illuminati?

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